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Susie. 00:01:07,89,00:01:09,10 Mommy says get up now. 00:01:09,48,00:01:11,04 -Cold.[br]-I know. 00:01:12,20,00:01:13,12 Hang on. 00:01:15,48,00:01:16,35 Cold! 00:01:16,60,00:01:19,12 It just feels cold because[br]you're so hot. 00:01:19,93,00:01:21,51 Susan, stay with me. Susan. 00:01:22,60,00:01:23,59 Susan! 00:01:26,76,00:01:28,48 Has she been disoriented?[br]Confused? 00:01:28,89,00:01:31,60 She said that she saw[br]a man in her bedroom. 00:01:35,56,00:01:36,43 Are you cold? 00:01:39,68,00:01:40,51 Okay, swing it. 00:01:41,65,00:01:43,35 -Move it, people.[br]-Is room 2 clear? 00:01:43,65,00:01:44,79 Yes, it's clear. 00:01:45,32,00:01:46,48 Get her pressure. 00:01:46,81,00:01:48,68 Let's give her O2. Ten liters. 00:01:49,20,00:01:50,87 Tap her right away. 00:01:58,56,00:01:59,92 How's her breathing? 00:02:22,00,00:02:23,43 No pulse or rhythm. 00:02:24,72,00:02:26,31 Are you God? 00:02:27,88,00:02:29,00 No. 00:02:29,40,00:02:30,72 My name is Seth. 00:02:31,21,00:02:32,43 Where are we going? 00:02:32,72,00:02:33,68 Home. 00:02:35,33,00:02:36,59 Can Mommy come? 00:02:37,12,00:02:38,24 No. 00:02:46,56,00:02:48,47 She won't understand. 00:02:48,96,00:02:50,08 She will. . . 00:02:50,56,00:02:51,84 . . .someday. 00:02:59,49,00:03:01,43 Can I ask you something? 00:03:01,88,00:03:03,03 Yes. 00:03:03,56,00:03:05,47 What did you like best? 00:03:06,88,00:03:08,59 Pajamas. 00:03:33,65,00:03:35,47 She definitely knew what she liked. 00:03:36,49,00:03:39,56 -Pajamas?[br]-Flannel, with feet. 00:03:39,96,00:03:41,18 Pajamas. 00:03:42,05,00:03:44,36 Excellent choice. What else? 00:03:45,05,00:03:47,40 In the elevator of[br]the Bradbury Building. . . 00:03:47,65,00:03:50,87 . . .a man touched a woman's[br]bare skin by accident. . . 00:03:51,44,00:03:54,31 . . .but it made her turn[br]and look at him in such a way. . . . 00:03:55,84,00:03:57,33 And they. . .? 00:03:57,77,00:03:58,96 Yes. 00:04:00,25,00:04:01,68 It was a good day. 00:04:02,25,00:04:04,36 Do you ever wonder[br]what that would be like? 00:04:04,93,00:04:05,84 Touch? 00:04:06,81,00:04:07,75 No. 00:04:08,65,00:04:09,75 Yes, you do. 00:04:12,21,00:04:13,91 Occasionally. Yes. 00:04:15,44,00:04:16,87 Touch. 00:04:34,41,00:04:37,16 I'm not asking for it every night.[br]Just twice a week. 00:04:37,41,00:04:40,00 Blue eyes.[br]He's never going to leave her. 00:04:40,25,00:04:43,83 20 minutes. 20 minutes. Everything[br]in this damn city is 20 minutes. 00:04:44,08,00:04:45,60 It's never 20 minutes. 00:05:06,56,00:05:10,12 My ass on a stool all day.[br]She always gets the good chair. 00:05:11,76,00:05:15,75 Six pounds, four ounces.[br]My daughter has a daughter. 00:05:28,12,00:05:30,16 $20,000 at 21 percent. 00:05:30,41,00:05:33,24 Pay it off with another card[br]at 14 percent. 00:05:33,61,00:05:34,60 Ah, shit! 00:05:34,85,00:05:39,07 Federal 595 heavy, slow immediately[br]to match preceding aircraft. Over. 00:05:39,32,00:05:41,19 Jesus, wake up! Wake up! 00:05:55,73,00:05:58,24 The little girl asked me[br]if she could be an angel. 00:05:59,25,00:06:00,73 They all want wings. 00:06:01,12,00:06:02,80 I never know what to say. 00:06:03,32,00:06:04,60 Tell them the truth. 00:06:05,37,00:06:06,80 Angels aren't human. 00:06:07,32,00:06:08,81 We were never human. 00:06:09,52,00:06:12,95 What if I just make her[br]a little pair of wings out of paper? 00:06:13,29,00:06:14,80 Tell her the truth. 00:06:15,32,00:06:16,73 I told her. 00:06:18,93,00:06:20,14 How did she take it? 00:06:21,17,00:06:25,12 She said, "What good would wings be[br]if you couldn't feel wind on your face?" 00:06:50,08,00:06:53,24 On the 101 through[br]downtown L.A., no delays.... 00:06:54,61,00:06:56,16 Shit! Jesus! 00:08:02,44,00:08:03,51 What do we got? 00:08:03,88,00:08:07,93 50-year-old had a huge anterior wall MI[br]this morning. Collapsed while jogging. 00:08:08,61,00:08:11,17 Paramedics resuscitated him,[br]but his EKG's pretty ugly. 00:08:11,56,00:08:12,83 He's hypertensive. 00:08:13,05,00:08:14,31 This diagonal looks tight. 00:08:15,29,00:08:16,50 Who cathed him? 00:08:17,12,00:08:18,35 Rosenberg. 00:08:19,73,00:08:21,83 -Be right in.[br]-The patient wants to meet you. 00:08:33,61,00:08:35,72 He's pretty out of it. 00:08:38,25,00:08:39,57 The doctor's here. 00:09:02,45,00:09:04,36 We're just going to cool to 32 today. 00:09:06,25,00:09:07,08 Sucker. 00:09:10,40,00:09:11,39 Jimi. 00:09:27,00,00:09:27,84 Vein. 00:09:41,97,00:09:43,63 Kid started walking. 00:09:44,45,00:09:46,48 Three unassisted steps. 00:09:47,04,00:09:49,50 -Get it on video?[br]-I wasn't even there. 00:09:50,64,00:09:53,03 You failed as a father already.[br]How does that feel? 00:09:57,09,00:09:57,96 Retrograde on. 00:10:02,16,00:10:04,12 Come down to half flow,[br]give me a little volume. 00:10:04,45,00:10:06,00 Down to half flow,[br]here's your volume. 00:10:06,25,00:10:07,60 -Ready to come off?[br]-Ready. 00:10:07,92,00:10:08,75 Let's come off. 00:10:09,12,00:10:10,35 We're coming down. 00:10:10,61,00:10:13,63 We're clamped and off bypass. 00:10:36,88,00:10:37,84 Oh, shit. 00:10:39,37,00:10:40,48 What are you missing? 00:10:40,73,00:10:41,51 Sponge. 00:10:42,92,00:10:43,91 Bummer. 00:10:49,80,00:10:50,87 Got it! 00:10:56,73,00:10:58,08 Thank you, everybody. 00:10:58,45,00:11:00,15 Presbyterian's on line 2. 00:11:00,52,00:11:01,85 His rhythm will be irritable. 00:11:05,49,00:11:08,79 -She's getting good, huh?[br]-Yeah, she's getting that attitude too. 00:11:09,12,00:11:10,72 Getting an attitude? 00:11:13,04,00:11:14,37 Shit! V-tac! 00:11:14,73,00:11:16,00 Christ! Paddles! 00:11:16,40,00:11:18,15 Kill the music. Get her back. 00:11:18,40,00:11:20,39 -Charge to 2.[br]-Charging 200. 00:11:21,88,00:11:22,75 Dr. Rice. 00:11:29,40,00:11:30,27 Clear! 00:11:31,25,00:11:32,84 -No pressure.[br]-You give him lidocaine? 00:11:33,00,00:11:33,79 1 00's gone in. 00:11:34,00,00:11:35,33 Buzz him again at 300. 00:11:37,57,00:11:39,15 -Still nothing.[br]-Start compression. 00:11:39,33,00:11:40,24 Kill the alarm! 00:11:44,97,00:11:46,48 Hold up. It's not working. 00:11:46,69,00:11:49,03 Got to open him.[br]How long to go back on? 00:11:49,37,00:11:50,69 It'll take me 1 0 minutes. 00:11:51,04,00:11:52,48 Come on! Nothing. 00:11:52,80,00:11:53,67 Knife. 00:12:01,80,00:12:03,84 Internal paddles. Charge to 20. 00:12:04,57,00:12:05,39 Ready. 00:12:05,92,00:12:06,79 Hit it. 00:12:09,04,00:12:10,32 Go to 30. 00:12:11,16,00:12:12,00 Hit it. 00:12:12,37,00:12:13,51 No response. 00:12:14,25,00:12:15,87 Tom, I got to get back on bypass here. 00:12:16,16,00:12:17,79 Almost there.[br]Give me 7 more minutes. 00:12:18,12,00:12:18,96 Come on. 00:12:21,80,00:12:22,91 Don't do this. 00:12:24,88,00:12:25,72 He's going. 00:12:26,40,00:12:27,39 He's not going anywhere. 00:12:37,28,00:12:39,03 Come on, don't do this! 00:12:41,64,00:12:42,91 Damn it, come on! 00:12:44,97,00:12:46,00 Tom! 00:12:47,69,00:12:49,12 Come on! 00:13:11,16,00:13:12,44 Mrs. Balford? 00:13:13,64,00:13:14,84 Where's the doctor? 00:13:16,37,00:13:18,39 -I'm the doctor.[br]-I'm sorry. 00:13:20,37,00:13:21,59 I operated on your husband. 00:13:22,21,00:13:23,42 How is he? 00:13:25,88,00:13:26,87 He didn't survive. 00:13:30,28,00:13:31,12 What? 00:13:33,57,00:13:36,00 We were able to restore[br]blood flow to the heart. . . 00:13:36,37,00:13:39,36 . . .but he developed a lethal arrhythmia[br]and we couldn't resuscitate him. 00:13:39,73,00:13:43,20 Wait. I'm sorry, I don't understand.[br]A what? 00:13:46,73,00:13:47,72 I'm sorry. 00:13:53,88,00:13:55,44 Excuse me. I'm sorry. 00:13:56,00,00:13:57,63 What did you say? 00:14:00,49,00:14:01,67 What? 00:14:03,00,00:14:04,20 Oh, my God! 00:14:32,80,00:14:35,39 On the table, on my table. I'm sorry. 00:14:35,69,00:14:37,12 I'm sorry. 00:14:39,64,00:14:41,75 I'm sorry. What happened?[br]What happened? 00:14:42,00,00:14:44,03 A graft occlusion? What? 00:14:46,09,00:14:48,51 It was textbook. It was textbook. 00:14:54,92,00:14:56,36 I'm so sorry. 00:14:59,04,00:15:00,72 The room got so big.[br]I was so small. 00:15:00,97,00:15:02,91 How did I get so small? 00:15:03,80,00:15:04,96 I should've gone back on. 00:15:05,33,00:15:07,55 I should've massaged longer. 00:15:07,85,00:15:10,79 I should've gone back on.[br]Massaged longer. I lost it. 00:15:13,12,00:15:14,61 I lost it. 00:15:32,61,00:15:34,60 Have you ever been seen, Cassiel? 00:15:36,00,00:15:36,87 You're looking at me. 00:15:37,52,00:15:41,51 No, not by me, and not[br]by the dying or the delirious. 00:15:42,25,00:15:43,84 Have you ever been seen. . . 00:15:44,80,00:15:46,44 . . .Iike you were a man? 00:15:47,57,00:15:51,72 In a diner once, a blind woman[br]turned to me all of a sudden. . . 00:15:52,04,00:15:53,84 . . .and asked me to pass her the mustard. 00:15:54,88,00:15:57,96 -But she was blind.[br]-But she knew I was there. 00:15:58,92,00:16:01,91 That doctor in the operating room. . . 00:16:03,69,00:16:05,48 . . .she looked right at me. 00:16:05,88,00:16:08,32 She didn't see you, Seth.[br]She can't see you. 00:16:08,61,00:16:10,91 No one can see you[br]unless you want them to. 00:16:11,64,00:16:13,04 And if I want her to? 00:16:14,40,00:16:15,51 Why do you want her to? 00:16:17,40,00:16:18,62 To help her. 00:16:19,52,00:16:20,48 Open it! 00:16:20,76,00:16:22,09 Open it now! 00:16:22,69,00:16:23,87 Everybody down! 00:16:25,97,00:16:27,60 Do it! Do it! 00:16:27,88,00:16:29,60 Shit! Just give him the money. 00:16:29,92,00:16:32,36 Did I leave the lights on?[br]I left the lights on. 00:16:32,69,00:16:34,44 I should have gone to Ralphs. 00:16:35,09,00:16:37,36 -Do it![br]-Relax. I'm doing it, okay? 00:16:38,73,00:16:40,39 I never saw the Grand Canyon. 00:16:40,69,00:16:42,16 I'll never see my grandkids again. 00:16:43,97,00:16:45,32 What am I doing? 00:16:46,25,00:16:47,87 Just be cool. Be cool. 00:16:52,57,00:16:53,39 Be cool, man. 00:16:54,09,00:16:55,20 Be cool. 00:17:00,12,00:17:01,35 Holy shit! 00:17:03,69,00:17:05,17 They don't need to see us. 00:17:23,73,00:17:25,16 You're early. 00:17:56,93,00:17:58,00 What's going on? 00:17:58,32,00:17:59,96 Ferris was looking for you. 00:18:11,80,00:18:13,24 Don't I have a mitral valve to do? 00:18:13,45,00:18:15,00 They canceled it. 00:18:15,76,00:18:16,55 Who canceled it? 00:18:16,73,00:18:17,59 Sheffield. 00:18:18,04,00:18:19,24 Why are you telling me? 00:18:19,56,00:18:20,40 He was busy. 00:18:20,60,00:18:21,88 He was chickenshit. 00:18:22,17,00:18:23,96 -Maggie, you're sick.[br]-I'm not sick. 00:18:24,25,00:18:25,73 You're sick.[br]You can't operate. 00:18:26,00,00:18:28,51 They've rescheduled for Monday.[br]An elective valve, no big deal. 00:18:28,80,00:18:31,96 It is unprofessional, and it[br]embarrasses me in front of my staff. 00:18:36,32,00:18:38,03 I saw the chart on Balford. 00:18:39,49,00:18:41,24 I'm on the committee.[br]It's on review. 00:18:41,93,00:18:43,79 -It wasn't your fault.[br]-I know. 00:18:44,04,00:18:45,36 Then what's the problem? 00:18:49,45,00:18:50,67 I don't know. 00:18:51,93,00:18:53,75 You put up a terrific fight. 00:18:56,80,00:18:58,59 We fight for people's lives, right? 00:19:01,32,00:19:03,72 Don't you ever wonder who[br]it is we're fighting with? 00:19:08,08,00:19:09,64 So I'm crazy and chemically imbalanced. 00:19:09,89,00:19:11,40 You're tired. 00:19:12,52,00:19:13,96 You have moments. 00:19:15,84,00:19:16,88 Why didn't you call me? 00:19:19,56,00:19:21,48 Because I never sleep[br]when you stay over. 00:19:21,73,00:19:23,59 You never sleep whether[br]I stay over or not. 00:19:25,76,00:19:26,88 You're good. 00:19:27,21,00:19:28,40 You know it. 00:19:28,84,00:19:30,88 Come back Monday[br]and get back on the horse. 00:19:32,56,00:19:33,40 Doctor? 00:19:39,69,00:19:40,72 I'll see you. 00:20:04,36,00:20:07,72 "As I walk along the stony shore[br]of the pond in my shirtsleeves.... " 00:20:08,00,00:20:10,51 "...Amazon basin in the north,[br]once an island sea.... " 00:20:10,80,00:20:13,31 "The highest truth on the[br]subject remains unsaid... 00:20:13,60,00:20:15,35 ...probably cannot be said. 00:20:15,60,00:20:19,56 For all that we say is the far-off[br]remembering of the intuition... " 00:20:20,00,00:20:23,44 "...she begins to pull away from[br]the awareness she had once.... " 00:20:28,52,00:20:29,93 "Commencing search. "[br]Searching my soul. 00:20:30,25,00:20:32,97 What happened to the cards?[br]You could touch the cards. 00:20:33,32,00:20:35,35 She's been looking[br]at me for half an hour. 00:20:35,65,00:20:36,97 Maybe if ljust hang here.... 00:20:37,32,00:20:41,10 "This is a delicious evening,[br]when the whole body's one sense.... " 00:20:41,49,00:20:44,88 What if I screamed?[br]What if ljust screamed right now? 00:20:46,60,00:20:49,00 "When a woman decides to sleep[br]with a man.... " 00:20:50,80,00:20:53,45 "You knew there would always[br]be a spring... 00:20:53,73,00:20:57,96 ...as you knew the river[br]would flo w again after it was frozen. 00:20:58,32,00:21:01,79 When the cold rains kept on[br]and killed the spring... 00:21:02,17,00:21:06,48 ...it was as though a young person[br]had died for no reason. " 00:21:41,04,00:21:43,76 All right, they have rescheduled[br]the operation for Monday. 00:21:44,04,00:21:45,11 What happened yesterday? 00:21:45,49,00:21:47,00 They had a golf tournament. 00:21:47,28,00:21:48,69 Who knows with these people? 00:21:48,97,00:21:50,07 Good morning, Mr. Messinger. 00:21:50,45,00:21:52,83 The "G" is soft, like "messenger. " 00:21:55,32,00:21:56,40 What's on your lip? 00:21:56,80,00:21:59,03 What? Am I slobbering here? 00:22:04,00,00:22:06,47 -Where did you get that?[br]-What am l, a prisoner? 00:22:06,76,00:22:09,44 You want to get well, or[br]you want Ben & Jerry's? 00:22:09,80,00:22:11,16 This operation is a big deal. 00:22:11,89,00:22:13,24 Continue to eat like this. . . 00:22:14,17,00:22:16,35 . . .and you might as well skip it.[br]Save the 30 grand. 00:22:16,60,00:22:20,51 If you'd have performed the operation[br]yesterday like you were supposed to. . . 00:22:20,84,00:22:24,07 . . .I'd be sucking carrots through[br]a straw in my arm. What happened? 00:22:24,80,00:22:27,16 Circumstances were not optimal[br]for the procedure. 00:22:27,52,00:22:31,56 I ain't "the procedure. " My name is[br]Nathan Messinger and I'm right here. 00:23:52,89,00:23:55,24 Hello, hello, hello. . . . 00:23:57,84,00:24:00,51 Floating, floating. Don't pop it.[br]Don't pop it! 00:24:03,00,00:24:05,92 Do you know the Muffin Man,[br]the Muffin Man, the Muffin Man? 00:24:49,80,00:24:50,59 Hi, Anne. 00:24:50,84,00:24:52,25 What are you doing here? 00:24:52,89,00:24:54,44 I was on my way up to x-ray. . . 00:24:54,73,00:24:56,79 . . .and I thought I'd stop in and just. . . 00:24:57,93,00:24:58,88 . . .hide. 00:24:59,80,00:25:00,83 From what? 00:25:02,97,00:25:04,45 I should've gone into pediatrics. 00:25:04,80,00:25:05,68 Oh, no. 00:25:06,04,00:25:08,55 Every guy you meet[br]is either married or a gyno. 00:25:08,80,00:25:11,59 Never date a man who knows more[br]about your vagina than you do. 00:25:14,49,00:25:16,24 Poor little guy. 00:25:20,45,00:25:22,20 He never stops crying. 00:25:22,45,00:25:24,55 -What's wrong with him?[br]-No insurance. 00:25:26,21,00:25:29,00 Found him in a dumpster[br]behind the House of Pies. 00:25:29,45,00:25:31,16 We worked him up the wazoo[br]for everything. . . 00:25:31,41,00:25:34,24 . . .from drug exposure to diabetes.[br]We got nothing. 00:25:35,41,00:25:36,48 May l? 00:25:48,97,00:25:50,19 Did you do an ultrasound? 00:25:50,45,00:25:52,20 -You hear a murmur?[br]-Worth a shot. 00:25:53,36,00:25:55,11 Okay, baby. 00:25:58,21,00:26:00,84 So what are you hiding from? 00:26:02,80,00:26:04,51 My patient's wife. 00:26:05,49,00:26:08,35 She wants me to tell her that her[br]husband is going to be okay. . . 00:26:08,69,00:26:11,20 . . .and that I have every confidence. . . 00:26:12,00,00:26:13,11 . . .and I don't. 00:26:13,49,00:26:16,31 And after all this time,[br]and after all this work. . . 00:26:16,56,00:26:18,88 . . .I suddenly have this feeling that. . . 00:26:20,32,00:26:22,75 . . .none of this is in my hands.[br]Nothing. 00:26:24,00,00:26:25,27 And if it isn't. . . 00:26:25,52,00:26:27,07 . . .what do I do with that? 00:27:23,97,00:27:25,19 Excuse me. 00:27:32,84,00:27:34,25 Are you a visitor? 00:27:35,89,00:27:36,83 Yes. 00:27:37,97,00:27:40,52 Visiting hours have been[br]over since 8:00. 00:27:41,25,00:27:42,92 Why do they have that? 00:27:43,45,00:27:44,27 What? 00:27:44,49,00:27:45,59 Hours. 00:27:46,73,00:27:49,11 Doesn't it help the patient[br]to be visited? 00:27:51,45,00:27:53,27 Who are you visiting?[br]Mr. Messinger? 00:27:53,52,00:27:54,68 Right now? 00:27:58,76,00:27:59,68 You. 00:28:03,76,00:28:05,08 I don't need a visitor. 00:28:05,32,00:28:06,44 You're not ill? 00:28:06,69,00:28:07,59 No. 00:28:09,52,00:28:11,48 I'm one of the doctors here. 00:28:14,17,00:28:15,65 Are you in despair? 00:28:20,08,00:28:21,83 I lost a patient. 00:28:22,60,00:28:24,44 You did everything you could? 00:28:25,80,00:28:28,36 I was holding his heart[br]in my hand when he died. 00:28:29,52,00:28:31,07 Then he wasn't alone. 00:28:31,49,00:28:32,64 Yes, he was. 00:28:32,93,00:28:33,96 People die. 00:28:34,21,00:28:35,24 Not on my table. 00:28:35,49,00:28:37,88 People die when their bodies give out. 00:28:38,17,00:28:41,51 It's my job to keep their bodies from[br]giving out. Or what am I doing here? 00:28:41,76,00:28:43,55 It wasn't your fault, Maggie. 00:28:43,84,00:28:45,27 I wanted him to live. 00:28:45,52,00:28:46,88 He is living. 00:28:47,45,00:28:49,35 Just not the way you think. 00:28:57,13,00:28:58,68 I don't believe in that. 00:28:58,93,00:29:01,92 Some things are true[br]whether you believe in them or not. 00:29:03,56,00:29:05,07 How did you know my name? 00:29:09,21,00:29:10,43 What's yours? 00:29:12,36,00:29:13,51 Seth. 00:29:21,65,00:29:23,35 You better get out of here, Seth. . . 00:29:23,60,00:29:26,20 . . .or security's going to think[br]you're a psych patient. 00:30:35,60,00:30:37,72 -Where are we?[br]-Down a liter. 00:30:39,32,00:30:40,07 Suction. 00:30:41,00,00:30:45,92 I am stuck on Band-Aid brand[br]'Cause Band-Aid's stuck on me 00:30:51,60,00:30:55,96 No dying now, Mr. Messinger. Not until[br]you give me Seth 's phone number. 00:30:57,32,00:31:01,88 I am stuck on Band-Aid brand[br]'Cause Band-Aid's stuck on me 00:31:28,49,00:31:30,07 Those eyes. 00:31:30,76,00:31:32,68 The way he looked... 00:31:33,17,00:31:35,16 ...right down into me. 00:31:37,13,00:31:38,40 Seth. 00:31:39,80,00:31:42,03 What kind of name is Seth? 00:33:38,80,00:33:40,21 I thought you'd be here. 00:33:41,49,00:33:42,55 Salty. 00:33:43,00,00:33:45,40 My transplant tanked at 2 a.m. 00:33:46,89,00:33:48,07 You okay? 00:33:54,76,00:33:56,55 You might want to return this. 00:34:00,52,00:34:04,11 That part about the spring?[br]"You knew there'd always be a spring. " 00:34:04,89,00:34:06,55 How did you know that. . .? 00:34:06,84,00:34:08,88 What? I didn't give you this book. 00:34:12,88,00:34:13,80 You didn't? 00:34:14,32,00:34:15,48 Where'd you get it? 00:34:26,96,00:34:30,07 Hi. I'm a physician, and I think[br]a patient left that in my office. 00:34:30,32,00:34:33,19 -Can you tell me who checked it out?[br]-I can't tell you who. 00:34:33,44,00:34:35,32 I can tell you when. 00:34:36,80,00:34:38,36 All right, give me 5 minutes. 00:35:08,96,00:35:10,36 Hello, Maggie. 00:35:12,69,00:35:14,40 It's nice to see you again. 00:35:14,80,00:35:16,44 It's weird to see you again. 00:35:17,13,00:35:18,44 Weird is nice. 00:35:22,17,00:35:23,23 You like Hemingway? 00:35:24,88,00:35:26,44 Yeah, I'm starting to. 00:35:32,09,00:35:32,96 May l? 00:35:35,61,00:35:38,55 "As I ate the oysters with their[br]strong taste of the sea. . . 00:35:38,92,00:35:40,96 . . .and their faint metallic taste. . . 00:35:41,48,00:35:43,71 . . .as I drank their cold liquid[br]from each shell. . . 00:35:43,96,00:35:46,71 . . .and washed it down[br]with the crisp taste of the wine. . . 00:35:47,05,00:35:48,80 . . .I lost the empty feeling. . . 00:35:49,17,00:35:51,03 . . .and began to be happy. " 00:35:51,84,00:35:54,23 He never forgets to describe[br]how things taste. 00:35:55,69,00:35:56,96 I like that. 00:35:59,53,00:36:01,40 Do you come here a lot? 00:36:02,05,00:36:03,26 I live here. 00:36:04,76,00:36:06,19 What do you do? 00:36:06,48,00:36:07,40 Read. 00:36:07,65,00:36:09,84 No, I mean, your work. 00:36:11,13,00:36:12,44 I'm a messenger. 00:36:14,53,00:36:16,51 What kind of messenger?[br]A bike messenger? 00:36:16,96,00:36:19,28 No, I'm a messenger of God. 00:36:21,32,00:36:22,48 Got a message for me? 00:36:23,53,00:36:24,96 I already gave it to you. 00:36:25,21,00:36:29,09 Did you use my pager? I usually don't[br]get my messages unless you beep me. 00:36:30,17,00:36:33,32 You've definitely been beeped. 00:36:35,48,00:36:37,51 -How is Messinger?[br]-He's good. 00:36:37,84,00:36:39,55 The operation went really well. 00:36:40,09,00:36:42,15 -It was a good day.[br]-It was. 00:36:42,40,00:36:44,63 Yeah, I didn't kill anybody today. 00:36:45,21,00:36:47,84 -You're an excellent doctor.[br]-How do you know? 00:36:48,73,00:36:49,80 I have a feeling. 00:36:50,17,00:36:52,23 That's pretty flimsy evidence. 00:36:53,13,00:36:54,15 Close your eyes. 00:36:56,96,00:36:58,36 It's just for a moment. 00:37:17,76,00:37:19,19 What am I doing? 00:37:21,32,00:37:23,48 You're touching me. 00:37:24,44,00:37:25,80 Touch. 00:37:27,32,00:37:28,55 How do you know? 00:37:30,05,00:37:31,63 Because I feel it. 00:37:40,09,00:37:41,63 You should trust that. 00:37:42,36,00:37:44,07 You don't trust it enough. 00:37:56,25,00:37:58,36 -Let's go somewhere.[br]-Where? 00:37:58,88,00:37:59,80 I don't care. 00:38:00,96,00:38:02,19 What do you want to do? 00:38:02,96,00:38:04,44 Anything. 00:38:48,09,00:38:49,63 What's that like? 00:38:52,32,00:38:53,92 What's it taste like? 00:38:54,36,00:38:55,96 Describe it. Like Hemingway. 00:38:58,09,00:39:00,00 Well, it tastes like. . . 00:39:00,96,00:39:02,15 . . .a pear. 00:39:02,88,00:39:04,96 You don't know what a pear tastes like? 00:39:05,65,00:39:08,15 I don't know what a pear[br]tastes like to you. 00:39:14,17,00:39:15,48 Sweet. . . 00:39:15,84,00:39:17,11 . . .juicy. 00:39:18,65,00:39:21,40 Soft on your tongue.[br]Grainy. . . 00:39:21,76,00:39:24,51 . . .Iike sugary sand that[br]dissolves in your mouth. 00:39:28,17,00:39:29,38 How's that? 00:39:32,53,00:39:33,92 It's perfect. 00:39:50,65,00:39:55,00 The first time I looked in a microscope,[br]I knew I wanted to be a doctor. 00:39:58,25,00:40:00,07 Okay, let me have your hand. 00:40:00,69,00:40:01,80 What for? 00:40:02,09,00:40:03,76 We'll take a look at your blood. 00:40:04,76,00:40:06,44 Not a possibility. 00:40:09,69,00:40:10,80 Men. 00:40:11,05,00:40:13,28 I suppose you know a woman's[br]threshold of pain. . . 00:40:13,53,00:40:15,36 . . .is 9 times higher than a man's. 00:40:26,01,00:40:27,40 Take a look at that. 00:40:30,96,00:40:32,96 That's bright. 00:40:37,92,00:40:39,19 That's me. 00:40:40,17,00:40:41,36 All those cells. 00:40:42,73,00:40:44,40 That's all you are. 00:40:46,57,00:40:48,80 That and all the space in between. 00:40:50,01,00:40:52,00 If this is all you are. . . 00:40:52,25,00:40:53,92 . . .these cells. . . 00:40:54,80,00:40:56,96 . . .then when they die, that's the end. 00:40:58,21,00:40:59,92 I don't know. I think so. 00:41:01,84,00:41:03,51 How do you explain it? 00:41:03,76,00:41:04,71 What? 00:41:06,36,00:41:08,44 The enduring myth of Heaven. 00:41:13,32,00:41:15,59 I used to think that I had it[br]all figured out. 00:41:15,84,00:41:16,92 But you didn't? 00:41:17,32,00:41:18,36 No. 00:41:23,57,00:41:27,34 Because something happened[br]in my O.R. and I got. . . 00:41:27,84,00:41:31,19 . . .this jolt. I got this feeling[br]that there's something. . . 00:41:31,65,00:41:35,03 . . .bigger out there. Something bigger[br]than me, bigger than you, and it. . . . 00:41:36,61,00:41:38,23 Does that sound crazy? 00:41:38,96,00:41:40,00 No. 00:41:41,32,00:41:43,92 I couldn't fix him.[br]I did everything right. . . 00:41:44,17,00:41:45,84 . . .and I couldn't fix him. 00:41:46,96,00:41:48,67 That's not supposed to happen. 00:41:51,32,00:41:52,67 And l. . . . 00:41:53,21,00:41:54,53 You cried. 00:41:57,65,00:41:58,67 Yeah. 00:42:00,73,00:42:03,67 -Why do people cry?[br]-What do you mean? 00:42:04,36,00:42:06,76 I mean, what happens physically? 00:42:10,40,00:42:13,84 Tear ducts operate on a normal basis[br]to lubricate and protect the eye. 00:42:14,09,00:42:17,23 When you have an emotion,[br]they overact and create tears. 00:42:17,48,00:42:19,40 Why? Why do they overact? 00:42:22,09,00:42:23,40 I don't know. 00:42:26,05,00:42:27,96 Maybe emotion becomes so intense. . . 00:42:28,21,00:42:30,00 . . .your body just can't contain it. 00:42:30,25,00:42:33,76 Your mind and your feelings[br]become too powerful. 00:42:34,01,00:42:35,67 Your body weeps. 00:42:41,65,00:42:42,67 I have to go. 00:42:42,96,00:42:44,88 I got to go. Stay right here. 00:42:45,40,00:42:46,63 Don't go anywhere. 00:42:47,13,00:42:48,55 Stay right there. 00:43:08,76,00:43:10,17 -Get the tube out.[br]-He can't breathe. 00:43:10,44,00:43:12,19 It's because the tube is blocked. 00:43:23,84,00:43:25,19 How you feeling? 00:43:25,53,00:43:27,32 Ready to hit the waves. 00:43:27,57,00:43:30,07 I'm afraid your bodysurfing[br]days are over. 00:43:32,57,00:43:36,44 You got a mean tattoo going there.[br]What does your wife think of that? 00:43:37,61,00:43:39,36 That is my wife. 00:43:48,09,00:43:50,23 Check his vitals every 1 5. 00:44:06,73,00:44:08,44 I can't see you,[br]but I know you're there. 00:44:16,01,00:44:18,03 Go back and tell them[br]that I'm not going. 00:44:19,65,00:44:21,05 Not yet. 00:44:48,84,00:44:50,19 Where have you been? 00:44:50,76,00:44:53,11 Oh, shit. I totally forgot dinner. 00:44:53,44,00:44:54,67 Dinner? 00:44:55,13,00:44:56,23 With who? 00:45:00,01,00:45:02,76 A guy I met. I bumped into him[br]and we got something to eat. 00:45:03,01,00:45:04,51 Did you pack my backpack? 00:45:05,36,00:45:06,63 What else? 00:45:07,88,00:45:09,07 We talked. . . 00:45:09,32,00:45:11,40 . . .and then I got beeped[br]and he disappeared. 00:45:11,65,00:45:12,86 Why did you pack my backpack? 00:45:13,36,00:45:15,00 Earl, what are you doing? 00:45:15,25,00:45:17,80 I thought we'd fly up to Tahoe,[br]use your uncle's cabin. . . 00:45:18,09,00:45:19,30 . . .maybe do a little hiking. 00:45:20,88,00:45:21,84 What? 00:45:24,65,00:45:26,44 God. Is it. . .? 00:45:26,76,00:45:27,92 Maggie, it's just a tick. 00:45:28,40,00:45:31,15 -Get a match.[br]-We're not going to burn him, Jordan. 00:45:31,40,00:45:33,23 It'll have to back out.[br]Can't leave the head in. 00:45:33,48,00:45:36,48 -We can't just be burning tick heads.[br]-Then get some alcohol. 00:45:36,73,00:45:37,55 I don't have any. 00:45:37,80,00:45:39,96 -You don't have any alcohol?[br]-I don't operate here. 00:45:40,21,00:45:41,63 How about some olive oil? 00:45:44,28,00:45:45,80 Which kind? Jalapeņo or rosemary? 00:45:46,65,00:45:48,00 Rosemary. 00:45:49,21,00:45:52,71 So what did you and your friend--[br]What did you say his name was? 00:45:54,40,00:45:55,36 Seth. 00:45:55,61,00:45:57,40 What did you two talk about? 00:45:59,05,00:46:00,19 Dying. 00:46:02,57,00:46:06,07 Come on, we deal with life and death[br]every day. Why can't we talk about it? 00:46:06,40,00:46:09,23 I hope you won't become a[br]surgeon who prays in the O.R. 00:46:17,57,00:46:18,84 Can we talk for a minute? 00:46:19,09,00:46:20,36 We'll talk while camping. 00:46:20,61,00:46:22,88 Jordan, I can't go camping now. 00:46:23,13,00:46:24,76 We need some time together. 00:46:25,80,00:46:28,40 All right, let's see if we can[br]just spend 5 minutes. 00:46:28,65,00:46:31,71 Let's see if we can just stand[br]still together for 5 minutes. 00:46:32,57,00:46:33,44 Doing what? 00:46:33,88,00:46:35,59 Just being here. 00:46:36,96,00:46:38,59 I'll get the trail map. 00:46:39,13,00:46:40,15 No, I mean it. 00:46:40,65,00:46:41,86 Nothing but us. 00:46:45,21,00:46:46,42 What do I do? 00:46:47,84,00:46:49,17 Just look at me. 00:47:00,80,00:47:01,84 You can't do it. 00:47:03,73,00:47:05,32 You can't do it. 00:47:05,57,00:47:08,07 -You flinched. You lose![br]-You cheat. 00:47:21,96,00:47:24,96 That old black magic called... 00:47:25,21,00:47:26,88 ...love. 00:47:27,44,00:47:29,00 Thank you very much. 00:47:29,25,00:47:32,76 Welcome back. We've been talking[br]to mothers who are members of the KKK. 00:47:34,96,00:47:36,55 You want to watch anything? 00:47:40,13,00:47:41,44 Me neither. 00:47:49,57,00:47:51,40 How do you know when I'm here? 00:47:56,88,00:47:58,11 I know. 00:48:00,25,00:48:01,76 Jeez, you look good. 00:48:02,88,00:48:06,11 I forgot how good everybody looked. 00:48:08,65,00:48:10,63 30 years of silence. 00:48:10,88,00:48:14,48 You got guts, kid, showing yourself[br]like that. I appreciate that. I do. 00:48:14,73,00:48:16,00 It'll make it easier. 00:48:17,36,00:48:19,55 I got to tell you, I feel fine. 00:48:19,80,00:48:21,32 You might want to check your orders. . . 00:48:21,57,00:48:23,51 . . .because I sure don't feel[br]like I'm dying. 00:48:23,76,00:48:24,92 You're not dying. 00:48:25,17,00:48:28,51 Right. Then how come you're[br]hanging around my room all the time? 00:48:28,76,00:48:30,96 I'm the only one with his ass[br]hanging out of his dress. 00:48:32,40,00:48:33,84 Unless. . . . 00:48:37,21,00:48:38,80 Could it be. . . 00:48:39,84,00:48:41,00 . . .the doctor? 00:48:42,57,00:48:43,88 Sure. 00:48:44,13,00:48:45,61 The doctor. 00:48:46,36,00:48:48,07 She's pretty. 00:48:48,32,00:48:49,84 A little flat-chested. . . 00:48:50,09,00:48:51,76 . . .but all you need's a handful. 00:48:52,05,00:48:54,03 -Who are you?[br]-This is good. 00:48:54,48,00:48:56,51 This is what they call. . . 00:48:56,76,00:48:58,84 . . . "serendipitous. " 00:48:59,09,00:49:02,32 Look that up in the dictionary,[br]you'll see a picture of you and me. 00:49:02,61,00:49:03,76 Thank you. 00:49:10,48,00:49:12,15 You ready to deal? 00:49:12,65,00:49:15,32 Because I can answer all[br]your questions, friend. 00:49:24,88,00:49:25,92 How's the French toast? 00:49:26,65,00:49:27,55 Fabulous. 00:49:27,80,00:49:28,88 Set me up. 00:49:37,13,00:49:39,03 Guess I should introduce myself. 00:49:39,76,00:49:41,19 Come on, give me your hand. 00:49:42,92,00:49:45,11 Put it in mine. There you go. 00:49:45,40,00:49:47,32 A little tighter. Tighter.[br]There you go. 00:49:47,57,00:49:48,92 No, that's too much. 00:49:49,25,00:49:51,32 There you go. Good grip. 00:49:52,36,00:49:53,71 Nathaniel Messinger. 00:49:53,96,00:49:55,67 Glutton, hedonist. . . 00:49:55,92,00:50:00,07 . . .former celestial body,[br]recent addition to the human race. 00:50:03,80,00:50:05,40 I don't believe you. 00:50:05,65,00:50:06,86 You want proof? 00:50:07,36,00:50:09,11 You hang out at a library. 00:50:09,36,00:50:10,96 You can speak every language. 00:50:11,28,00:50:13,15 You travel with the speed of thought. . . 00:50:13,40,00:50:15,23 ...and you're reading[br]my mind right now. 00:50:15,73,00:50:16,59 Stop that. 00:50:16,96,00:50:18,03 You're doing it. 00:50:19,73,00:50:20,80 It's impossible. 00:50:21,17,00:50:24,15 "Some things are true[br]whether you believe them or not. " 00:50:26,61,00:50:27,71 How? 00:50:28,40,00:50:29,63 -You choose.[br]-Choose? 00:50:29,88,00:50:31,44 To fall to Earth. 00:50:31,69,00:50:34,51 You take the plunge,[br]the tumble, the dive. 00:50:34,76,00:50:36,71 You jump off a bridge.[br]Leap out a window. 00:50:36,96,00:50:39,69 You just make up your mind[br]to do it and you do it. 00:50:42,76,00:50:45,71 You wake up all smelly,[br]and aching from head to toe. . . 00:50:45,96,00:50:47,63 . . .and hungrier than you've[br]ever been. . . 00:50:47,88,00:50:51,28 . . .only you have no idea what hunger is[br]or any of that stuff. . . 00:50:51,53,00:50:55,36 . . .so it's all real confusing[br]and painful, but very, very good. 00:50:57,96,00:50:59,23 Human. 00:51:01,09,00:51:02,19 Listen, kid: 00:51:03,61,00:51:06,55 He gave these bozos[br]the greatest gift in the universe. 00:51:06,80,00:51:08,84 You think He didn't give it to us too? 00:51:09,17,00:51:10,00 Which gift? 00:51:10,69,00:51:12,23 Free will, brother. 00:51:13,40,00:51:14,88 Free will. 00:51:41,36,00:51:42,88 Couldn't get a job. 00:51:43,40,00:51:45,19 No past, no training. 00:51:45,44,00:51:46,88 No l.D. 00:51:47,40,00:51:50,88 Then one day, I was walking[br]past a building site. 00:51:51,13,00:51:52,48 A skyscraper. 00:51:52,73,00:51:55,23 And I thought, "l could do that. " 00:51:55,48,00:51:57,32 You see, these people down here. . . 00:51:57,57,00:52:00,48 . . .a lot of them are afraid of heights,[br]you know what I'm saying? 00:52:00,73,00:52:03,80 That makes me uniquely qualified. 00:52:04,36,00:52:07,96 And besides, it feels like[br]a little bit of home up here. 00:52:08,21,00:52:09,42 And I like what I do. 00:52:09,73,00:52:10,80 I'm good at it. 00:52:13,32,00:52:15,44 These things'll kill you. 00:52:17,17,00:52:18,38 Are there others? 00:52:19,13,00:52:20,63 Others like you? 00:52:21,01,00:52:22,44 Yeah, they're out there. 00:52:22,88,00:52:26,63 You see them, but most of the time[br]you just walk on by. 00:52:27,05,00:52:30,59 Nobody likes to think of the old life.[br]You know, what they gave up. 00:52:31,25,00:52:32,76 Then why'd you do it? 00:52:41,84,00:52:43,40 My daughter, Ruth. . . 00:52:43,65,00:52:45,40 . . .her stupid husband, Frank. . . 00:52:46,01,00:52:47,40 . . .and my grandkids. 00:52:47,65,00:52:49,96 Petie's 4, Hannah's 6. 00:52:53,25,00:52:55,71 And this is my wife, Teresa. 00:52:58,92,00:53:00,19 Did you. . . 00:53:01,13,00:53:02,67 . . .tell her who you were? 00:53:03,69,00:53:06,15 I started to try once or twice. 00:53:06,57,00:53:08,40 Then I thought, "Why do that to her?" 00:53:08,65,00:53:09,86 Do what? 00:53:10,44,00:53:12,15 It's too much for them. 00:53:13,40,00:53:15,67 People don't believe in us anymore. 00:53:24,84,00:53:27,00 Do they still gather together[br]at sunrise? 00:53:27,57,00:53:29,36 And sunset, yes. 00:53:30,65,00:53:32,07 Take me there? 00:53:43,05,00:53:44,59 Can you hear it? 00:53:55,01,00:53:56,00 No. 00:54:14,21,00:54:15,71 I can't hear that! 00:54:15,96,00:54:18,23 But you can't feel this! 00:54:18,73,00:54:20,00 Nathan! 00:54:26,88,00:54:28,11 You have to go back. 00:54:28,36,00:54:30,40 Not until I catch the big wave. 00:54:34,57,00:54:35,67 Wait. 00:54:36,32,00:54:37,40 Wait. 00:54:37,65,00:54:39,05 Wait for what? 00:54:40,17,00:54:41,23 Swim! 00:55:15,57,00:55:17,48 And then you just. . . 00:55:17,92,00:55:19,00 . . .fall. 00:55:19,57,00:55:21,05 -Fall?[br]-Dive. 00:55:22,05,00:55:24,00 You make up your mind to do it. . . 00:55:24,96,00:55:26,40 . . .and you do it. 00:55:26,88,00:55:29,07 And when you wake up, you're. . .? 00:55:29,73,00:55:31,05 Yes. 00:55:33,25,00:55:35,03 To smell the air. 00:55:35,57,00:55:36,92 Taste water. 00:55:37,17,00:55:38,19 Read a newspaper. 00:55:38,44,00:55:39,15 To lie. 00:55:39,44,00:55:40,84 Through your teeth. 00:55:41,48,00:55:42,40 To feed the dog. 00:55:45,25,00:55:46,51 Touch her hair. 00:55:48,96,00:55:50,44 What are you waiting for? 00:55:55,80,00:55:58,23 There is so much beauty up here. 00:56:00,01,00:56:01,23 Yes. 00:56:25,32,00:56:26,48 Here you are again. 00:56:28,01,00:56:29,76 We'll release your friend[br]Messinger tomorrow. 00:56:30,05,00:56:31,15 That's good. 00:56:31,40,00:56:34,63 His family's having a kind[br]of a welcome-home party. 00:56:37,65,00:56:39,05 Will you be going? 00:56:39,57,00:56:40,96 Will you be going? 00:56:43,69,00:56:44,59 This is Earl. 00:56:44,88,00:56:46,11 He told me. 00:56:47,21,00:56:48,36 What else does he tell you? 00:56:48,61,00:56:52,38 He worries that you never sleep.[br]And he loves to see you smile. 00:56:53,13,00:56:56,03 Sometimes I think Earl's the[br]only one who understands me. 00:56:56,28,00:56:57,32 What about your boyfriend? 00:56:57,88,00:56:59,15 Do you love him? 00:57:02,05,00:57:03,32 Love? I don't know. 00:57:03,57,00:57:04,84 What does that mean? 00:57:05,73,00:57:07,71 I was hoping you could tell me. 00:57:08,65,00:57:10,67 It's a word. . . 00:57:10,92,00:57:13,48 . . .that describes a chemical react-- 00:57:15,01,00:57:17,57 It's just crap. I'm full of crap. 00:57:19,40,00:57:22,63 I wait all day, just hoping[br]for one more minute with you. . . 00:57:22,88,00:57:24,36 . . .and I don't even know you. 00:57:24,96,00:57:26,55 What do you want to know? 00:57:28,48,00:57:30,15 Why you wear the same[br]clothes all the time. 00:57:30,40,00:57:32,55 Why won't you give me[br]your phone number? 00:57:33,61,00:57:34,71 Are you married? 00:57:35,40,00:57:36,40 No. 00:57:37,25,00:57:38,19 Are you homeless? 00:57:39,73,00:57:40,76 No. 00:57:41,84,00:57:42,96 Are you a drummer? 00:57:47,69,00:57:49,59 Why don't you ever touch me? 00:57:53,40,00:57:55,03 I don't want to hurt you. 00:57:57,44,00:57:58,88 You won't hurt me. 00:58:22,88,00:58:24,21 Did you feel that? 00:58:37,13,00:58:39,36 If I could make you understand. . . . 00:58:42,44,00:58:43,88 I understand. 00:58:48,48,00:58:50,03 I'll see you around. 00:59:52,32,00:59:53,48 Hey, Doc! 00:59:56,17,00:59:58,76 No, give me the whole package.[br]Come here. 00:59:59,65,01:00:01,07 -Hi.[br]-Thanks for coming. 01:00:01,32,01:00:02,59 You look great. 01:00:04,36,01:00:05,23 Is this heaven? 01:00:05,65,01:00:06,84 Look at this. 01:00:11,25,01:00:12,96 Come on, let's meet some people. 01:00:13,36,01:00:14,76 You got an appetite? 01:00:19,17,01:00:20,51 Have a beer, Seth. 01:00:21,32,01:00:22,28 Where you from? 01:00:23,65,01:00:24,40 Up. 01:00:24,65,01:00:26,71 North. Uh, Canada. 01:00:33,61,01:00:35,09 Listen. Can you hear? 01:00:36,01,01:00:37,40 I'm growing. 01:00:38,09,01:00:38,96 Smile, Hannah. 01:00:48,32,01:00:49,65 How long have you known Seth? 01:00:51,57,01:00:52,78 Not very long. 01:00:54,25,01:00:56,44 But I feel like I've known him forever. 01:00:57,48,01:00:59,40 Honey, that hurts. 01:01:01,44,01:01:03,07 You're just like Grandpa. 01:01:05,09,01:01:06,19 Come on. 01:01:06,84,01:01:08,11 Let's see if the cookies are done. 01:01:08,61,01:01:09,59 Come on, Seth. 01:01:09,84,01:01:11,96 -Can I help you?[br]-Yeah, great. 01:01:17,13,01:01:18,34 How did you two meet? 01:01:20,01,01:01:22,67 He works with me over at the site.[br]Construction work. 01:01:23,61,01:01:24,80 I thought he was a messenger. 01:01:25,92,01:01:27,88 Yeah, he's one of those. . . 01:01:28,13,01:01:29,03 . . . "hyphenates. " 01:01:29,92,01:01:31,19 I'll be right back. 01:02:09,32,01:02:10,84 Here, can you cut this up? 01:02:18,40,01:02:20,80 So in what province in Canada[br]were you born? 01:02:21,76,01:02:23,48 I wasn't born in Canada. 01:02:27,92,01:02:29,15 What are your parents' names? 01:02:37,36,01:02:38,63 No parents. 01:02:45,73,01:02:48,48 You have very delicate hands[br]for a construction worker. 01:02:48,80,01:02:50,15 I'm not a construction worker. 01:02:50,44,01:02:52,55 Very pale hands. Let me see. 01:02:56,36,01:02:58,63 -Why did you do that?[br]-Let me see your hand. 01:02:58,92,01:02:59,76 No. 01:03:01,80,01:03:02,76 What's your last name? 01:03:03,05,01:03:04,11 You know my last name. 01:03:04,40,01:03:05,51 I don't. 01:03:07,73,01:03:08,71 Plate. 01:03:09,53,01:03:10,51 Seth Plate? 01:03:17,01,01:03:18,48 I cut you. 01:03:20,36,01:03:21,69 I cut you. 01:03:23,84,01:03:27,63 I cut you with that knife.[br]I felt it go in. You felt it. 01:03:28,61,01:03:29,88 Not the way you do. 01:03:31,40,01:03:32,88 The way I do?[br]What does that mean? 01:03:33,17,01:03:36,59 You mean the way a doctor does?[br]The way a woman does? What? 01:03:36,88,01:03:38,15 The way. . . 01:03:39,40,01:03:40,32 . . .a human does. 01:03:42,76,01:03:44,11 I have no sense of touch. 01:03:45,48,01:03:46,23 You feel that? 01:03:46,76,01:03:48,17 Don't be frightened. 01:03:48,53,01:03:49,63 You freak! 01:03:49,92,01:03:51,00 You liar! 01:03:51,57,01:03:53,23 Who-- What are you? 01:03:53,65,01:03:55,07 I came to take Mr. Balford. . . 01:03:56,40,01:03:57,88 . . .and I saw you. 01:03:59,84,01:04:02,00 I couldn't take my eyes off you. 01:04:02,80,01:04:04,55 How you fought for him. 01:04:06,57,01:04:08,40 And you looked right at me. . . 01:04:09,01,01:04:10,63 . . .Iike I was a man. 01:04:11,21,01:04:13,96 -"To take Mr. Balford"?[br]-I was there. 01:04:14,25,01:04:18,00 -We're always there in every room.[br]-What are you talking about? 01:04:18,48,01:04:19,92 I was there in the stairwell. . . 01:04:20,80,01:04:22,76 . . .when you cried for your patient. 01:04:23,09,01:04:25,36 And I touched you. Remember? 01:04:27,40,01:04:28,88 Why are you doing this? 01:04:30,25,01:04:31,88 Because I'm in love with you. 01:04:39,61,01:04:41,09 I don't believe you. 01:04:42,01,01:04:43,36 Do you feel that? 01:04:46,13,01:04:47,53 You don't want to believe me. 01:04:48,17,01:04:50,03 I cannot conceive of it! 01:04:52,01,01:04:53,36 Just get out! 01:04:54,44,01:04:55,76 Get out! 01:05:43,92,01:05:44,92 Doctor? 01:05:47,84,01:05:48,88 Doctor? 01:06:33,92,01:06:35,00 Hello? 01:06:41,76,01:06:42,76 Seth? 01:06:46,32,01:06:47,51 Are you here? 01:07:42,09,01:07:43,80 I want to see you. 01:07:46,32,01:07:47,96 Let me see you. 01:08:16,44,01:08:17,85 Just stay. 01:08:20,64,01:08:22,76 Just stay until I fall asleep. 01:08:58,44,01:09:00,11 Oh, yes! 01:09:02,93,01:09:04,19 Thank you. 01:09:24,89,01:09:26,60 The baby can't sleep. 01:09:27,40,01:09:28,96 Has anyone ever seen the baby sleep? 01:09:29,32,01:09:31,52 I don't know. Let's check him out. 01:09:40,81,01:09:41,92 Choanal atresia. 01:09:42,17,01:09:44,39 There's hardly any air getting through. 01:09:45,13,01:09:46,00 How did you know? 01:09:48,01,01:09:49,35 I just. . . 01:09:51,09,01:09:52,03 . . .knew! 01:10:16,97,01:10:17,96 Maggie? 01:10:18,60,01:10:19,56 Yeah. 01:10:19,85,01:10:20,92 Are you alone? 01:10:21,77,01:10:22,72 Yeah. 01:10:26,64,01:10:28,92 Pretty intuitive call on the baby. 01:10:29,32,01:10:30,47 Think so? 01:10:31,89,01:10:32,96 I couldn't have done it better. 01:10:34,36,01:10:35,80 Well, that's a compliment. 01:10:50,25,01:10:51,72 What are you doing? 01:10:52,05,01:10:53,44 I'm spending time with you. 01:10:56,21,01:10:57,56 Will you marry me? 01:10:58,56,01:11:00,35 We can finally get up to Tahoe. 01:11:00,68,01:11:02,09 Get married on the Nevada side. . . 01:11:02,40,01:11:04,35 . . .honeymoon and be back[br]before we miss a case. 01:11:06,52,01:11:08,92 What do you want me to do?[br]Get down on my knees? 01:11:09,56,01:11:10,76 What do you want me to say? 01:11:11,72,01:11:13,31 We belong together. 01:11:13,89,01:11:15,47 We're the same species. 01:11:21,81,01:11:25,11 I'm not very good at matters[br]of the heart. I mean. . . 01:11:25,72,01:11:27,39 . . .the proverbial heart. 01:11:30,56,01:11:32,00 Please be my wife. 01:11:36,36,01:11:37,47 Just think about it. 01:11:52,56,01:11:53,68 Breathe in. 01:11:57,48,01:11:58,52 Breathe in. 01:12:11,52,01:12:12,56 I'm good. 01:12:20,17,01:12:24,64 I don't understand a God who would let[br]us meet, if we could never be together. 01:12:28,13,01:12:29,11 He didn't tell you. 01:12:33,21,01:12:34,11 Tell me what? 01:12:34,77,01:12:35,98 Maybe you should ask him. 01:12:36,72,01:12:38,35 No, I'm asking you. 01:12:49,40,01:12:51,07 Seth knows no fear. . . 01:12:51,40,01:12:52,60 . . .no pain. . . 01:12:52,89,01:12:54,36 . . .no hunger. 01:12:55,48,01:12:57,76 He hears music in the sunrise. 01:13:00,01,01:13:01,72 But he'd give it all up. 01:13:02,01,01:13:03,43 He loves you that much. 01:13:06,09,01:13:07,72 I don't understand. 01:13:10,68,01:13:12,11 He can fall. 01:13:12,77,01:13:15,32 He can give up his existence[br]as he knows it. 01:13:15,60,01:13:18,52 He can give up eternity and become. . . 01:13:18,81,01:13:19,92 . . .one of us. 01:13:20,72,01:13:22,00 It's up to you. 01:13:23,89,01:13:25,39 How do you know this? 01:13:31,09,01:13:32,60 Because I did it. 01:14:08,60,01:14:10,43 Seth, I need to talk to you. 01:14:14,72,01:14:16,56 Seth, please. 01:14:19,52,01:14:20,52 Please be here. 01:14:22,81,01:14:24,64 God, help me through this. 01:14:35,56,01:14:37,11 You are so beautiful. 01:14:39,77,01:14:41,43 You'll always be that way. 01:14:44,85,01:14:46,64 Jordan asked me to go away with him. . . 01:14:46,93,01:14:48,25 . . .and get married. 01:14:51,01,01:14:52,35 He knows me. 01:14:53,68,01:14:55,60 He knows the demands of my work. 01:14:56,17,01:14:57,84 You don't love him. 01:14:59,01,01:15:00,52 He and I are the same. 01:15:03,05,01:15:04,39 And I want that. 01:15:08,01,01:15:11,68 And I want somebody who can[br]feel my hand when I touch him. 01:15:13,36,01:15:14,92 But you can feel me. 01:15:15,21,01:15:16,80 You felt me. 01:15:18,48,01:15:20,11 I want to say goodbye. 01:15:22,32,01:15:24,00 I don't want to see you again. 01:19:15,64,01:19:16,97 Hey, buddy. 01:19:17,93,01:19:19,32 You can't be in here. 01:19:20,17,01:19:21,11 Do you see me? 01:19:22,97,01:19:24,44 Do you see me? 01:19:24,89,01:19:26,21 Can you see me? 01:19:26,52,01:19:27,60 We can see you. 01:19:29,48,01:19:30,84 Is this blood? 01:19:31,13,01:19:31,96 This is blood! 01:19:32,36,01:19:33,47 Is it red? 01:19:34,01,01:19:34,88 Red? 01:19:35,32,01:19:36,47 Is it red? 01:19:37,85,01:19:39,25 Color. 01:19:39,56,01:19:41,52 What color were the drugs you took? 01:19:42,81,01:19:44,07 Better get your butt out of here. 01:19:44,97,01:19:46,03 You got somewhere to go? 01:19:49,85,01:19:51,00 Maggie. 01:20:02,72,01:20:05,44 Down and down and down I go 01:20:05,72,01:20:07,84 Round and round and round I go 01:20:08,56,01:20:10,11 Round and spin 01:20:10,40,01:20:12,43 Loving the spin I'm in 01:20:12,77,01:20:15,15 Loving that old black magic... 01:20:15,44,01:20:17,31 ...called love 01:20:18,77,01:20:20,56 Love! 01:20:21,85,01:20:22,96 Hi! 01:20:32,52,01:20:35,72 I was wondering if you could tell me[br]how to get to the county hospital? 01:21:18,05,01:21:19,15 Can I help you, sir? 01:21:19,40,01:21:22,07 I'll just take a moment[br]to catch my breath. 01:21:23,09,01:21:23,88 Breath! 01:21:27,25,01:21:28,23 Maggie Rice. 01:21:29,93,01:21:31,03 Are you a patient? 01:21:31,44,01:21:32,96 No. I just need to find her, please. 01:21:33,36,01:21:35,60 You'll have to call her office.[br]Someone there can help you. 01:21:36,25,01:21:37,39 Do you know where she is? 01:21:38,17,01:21:40,00 No, sir, I do not know where she is. 01:21:43,25,01:21:44,80 You have this computer. . . 01:21:46,13,01:21:48,07 . . .and all this technology.[br]Can't you look her up? 01:21:51,81,01:21:52,96 Where's Maggie? 01:21:58,13,01:21:59,72 So you're a friend of Maggie's? 01:22:01,81,01:22:03,00 What happened to you? 01:22:03,32,01:22:04,23 Sorry. 01:22:04,68,01:22:05,76 It's okay. 01:22:08,77,01:22:09,92 I fell. 01:22:10,40,01:22:12,97 Evidently. Off a train? 01:22:13,89,01:22:15,39 I fell in love. 01:22:22,48,01:22:24,00 Please help me find her. 01:22:29,01,01:22:32,19 She went to Lake Tahoe. Her uncle[br]has a cabin on the Nevada side. 01:22:32,52,01:22:33,47 Wait! 01:23:03,81,01:23:04,96 Cassiel. 01:23:05,89,01:23:07,03 Are you there? 01:23:15,68,01:23:16,56 Hello. 01:24:09,52,01:24:10,72 Where you headed? 01:24:12,36,01:24:13,19 Tahoe! 01:24:14,56,01:24:15,72 Reno! 01:24:16,05,01:24:17,07 Tahoe! 01:24:17,72,01:24:19,00 I'm going to Reno. 01:24:19,36,01:24:20,72 I'm going to Tahoe. 01:24:21,25,01:24:23,56 Hop in. We'll figure it out[br]when we get there. 01:26:35,21,01:26:36,68 Am I too late? 01:26:38,36,01:26:39,31 Too late? 01:26:40,21,01:26:41,27 Jordan? 01:26:45,52,01:26:47,19 I couldn't marry Jordan. 01:26:50,40,01:26:52,00 I'm in love with you. 01:26:59,85,01:27:01,11 What happened? 01:27:04,44,01:27:05,77 Free will. 01:27:20,32,01:27:21,76 I feel you. 01:28:37,60,01:28:39,01 Do you feel that? 01:28:39,36,01:28:40,39 Yes. 01:28:42,32,01:28:43,55 And that? 01:28:47,48,01:28:50,15 How's it feel?[br]Tell me what it feels like. 01:28:51,17,01:28:52,43 I can't. 01:28:54,40,01:28:55,31 Try. 01:28:57,13,01:28:58,23 Warm. 01:29:03,48,01:29:04,71 Aching. 01:29:22,13,01:29:23,31 It's okay. 01:29:26,05,01:29:27,15 We fit together. 01:29:27,52,01:29:28,47 I know. 01:29:29,25,01:29:31,19 We were made to fit together. 01:29:51,89,01:29:54,76 I always asked the dying what[br]they liked best about living. 01:29:57,36,01:29:59,03 Wrote it down in my book. 01:30:01,48,01:30:02,60 This is it. 01:30:04,17,01:30:05,80 This is what I like best. 01:30:06,77,01:30:08,80 You haven't even started yet. 01:30:09,56,01:30:11,88 We have our whole lives together. 01:30:12,21,01:30:13,35 You and me. 01:30:13,60,01:30:15,47 Mr. and Mrs. Plate. 01:35:38,25,01:35:40,11 -I'll get help.[br]-You're here. 01:35:40,81,01:35:42,23 -Stay.[br]-I should get help. 01:35:42,48,01:35:44,43 Don't go. The driver went. 01:35:44,68,01:35:45,90 Please stay. 01:35:46,25,01:35:48,03 Please stay with me. 01:35:48,81,01:35:50,21 I'm scared. 01:35:54,72,01:35:56,15 I screwed up. 01:35:57,52,01:35:59,31 I wanted to show you everything. 01:35:59,77,01:36:00,92 You will. 01:36:04,44,01:36:07,03 You came all this way. 01:36:08,36,01:36:09,80 I'm sorry. 01:36:10,85,01:36:12,72 God, no, Maggie! 01:36:13,77,01:36:15,03 To touch you. . . 01:36:15,28,01:36:16,43 . . .and to feel you. 01:36:17,32,01:36:20,19 To be able to hold your hand right now. 01:36:20,60,01:36:21,72 You know what that means? 01:36:21,97,01:36:24,52 Do you know how much I love you? 01:36:28,89,01:36:30,88 Keep looking at me, okay? 01:36:32,44,01:36:34,11 Look right in my eyes. 01:36:36,01,01:36:37,64 Someone's out there. 01:36:39,56,01:36:42,84 Don't look at them.[br]Please don't you look at them! 01:36:43,09,01:36:44,56 Is this what happens? 01:36:51,40,01:36:52,35 Yes. 01:36:58,60,01:37:00,23 This is what happens. 01:37:04,52,01:37:06,23 I'm not afraid. 01:37:10,17,01:37:11,76 When they ask me. . . 01:37:13,77,01:37:15,09 . . .what I liked the best. . . 01:37:17,32,01:37:18,43 . . .I'll tell them. . . 01:37:18,77,01:37:20,17 . . .it was you. 01:37:49,09,01:37:50,11 God! 01:39:48,64,01:39:51,03 I can't see you,[br]but I know you're there. 01:39:53,48,01:39:54,60 I'm sorry. 01:39:58,25,01:39:59,39 Get out. 01:40:01,93,01:40:04,39 Was it you? Were you the one?[br]Were you there? 01:40:04,97,01:40:05,84 No. 01:40:07,05,01:40:08,19 Why did He do this? 01:40:08,48,01:40:09,43 I don't know. 01:40:09,68,01:40:10,80 Because her number was up? 01:40:11,97,01:40:13,52 What do you want me to say? 01:40:20,97,01:40:24,00 -Am I being punished?[br]-You know better than that. 01:40:25,60,01:40:27,15 That's life. 01:40:28,89,01:40:30,00 You're living now. 01:40:31,85,01:40:32,80 And one day. . . 01:40:33,44,01:40:34,72 . . .you'll be dying. 01:40:41,25,01:40:42,23 What's it like? 01:40:43,52,01:40:44,39 What? 01:40:45,48,01:40:46,43 Warmth. 01:40:48,64,01:40:49,97 It's wonderful. 01:40:52,01,01:40:54,07 If you'd known this[br]was going to happen. . . 01:40:55,72,01:40:56,94 . . .would you have done it? 01:41:02,85,01:41:04,72 I would rather have had. . . 01:41:06,40,01:41:08,19 . . .one breath of her hair. . . 01:41:11,81,01:41:13,52 . . .one kiss of her mouth. . . 01:41:16,48,01:41:18,43 . . .one touch of her hand. . . 01:41:20,56,01:41:22,64 . . .than an eternity without it. 01:41:25,60,01:41:26,60 One. 01:49:33,36,01:49:34,35 Subtitled by:[br]GELULA & CO., INC.