[INFORMATION] [TITLE]City Of Angels [AUTHOR]Slug Lee [SOURCE]Sous-titres capturés par SubRip 0.9b [PRG] [FILEPATH] [DELAY]0 [CD TRACK]0 [COMMENT] [END INFORMATION] [SUBTITLE] [COLF]&HFFFFFF,[STYLE]bd,[SIZE]18,[FONT]Arial 00:00:00.00,00:00:00.10 00:00:36.13,00:00:37.64 I don 't really pray... 00:00:37.93,00:00:40.72 ...but if you could just[br]help me out here... 00:00:41.05,00:00:42.20 ...l promise.... 00:00:45.25,00:00:46.76 105. 00:00:47.41,00:00:48.68 105? 00:00:49.01,00:00:50.04 Oh, my God! 00:00:51.05,00:00:52.64 Run a bath, call the doctor. 00:00:52.93,00:00:54.84 Get her into the bath. 00:00:55.33,00:00:57.40 Dr. Carter, 455-.... 00:00:57.65,00:00:58.72 He won 't be there. 00:00:59.21,00:01:00.72 What is a thermometer?[br]Mercury. 00:01:01.57,00:01:04.32 How does it even work?[br]Maybe I can page him. 00:01:04.57,00:01:06.48 Susan. Susie. 00:01:07.89,00:01:09.11 Mommy says get up now. 00:01:09.49,00:01:11.04 -Cold.[br]-I know. 00:01:12.21,00:01:13.12 Hang on. 00:01:15.49,00:01:16.36 Cold! 00:01:16.61,00:01:19.12 It just feels cold because[br]you're so hot. 00:01:19.93,00:01:21.52 Susan, stay with me. Susan. 00:01:22.61,00:01:23.60 Susan! 00:01:26.77,00:01:28.48 Has she been disoriented?[br]Confused? 00:01:28.89,00:01:31.61 She said that she saw[br]a man in her bedroom. 00:01:35.57,00:01:36.44 Are you cold? 00:01:39.69,00:01:40.52 Okay, swing it. 00:01:41.65,00:01:43.36 -Move it, people.[br]-Is room 2 clear? 00:01:43.65,00:01:44.80 Yes, it's clear. 00:01:45.33,00:01:46.48 Get her pressure. 00:01:46.81,00:01:48.68 Let's give her O2. Ten liters. 00:01:49.21,00:01:50.88 Tap her right away. 00:01:58.57,00:01:59.92 How's her breathing? 00:02:22.01,00:02:23.44 No pulse or rhythm. 00:02:24.73,00:02:26.32 Are you God? 00:02:27.89,00:02:29.00 No. 00:02:29.41,00:02:30.73 My name is Seth. 00:02:31.21,00:02:32.43 Where are we going? 00:02:32.73,00:02:33.68 Home. 00:02:35.33,00:02:36.60 Can Mommy come? 00:02:37.13,00:02:38.24 No. 00:02:46.57,00:02:48.48 She won't understand. 00:02:48.97,00:02:50.08 She will. . . 00:02:50.57,00:02:51.84 . . .someday. 00:02:59.49,00:03:01.44 Can I ask you something? 00:03:01.89,00:03:03.04 Yes. 00:03:03.57,00:03:05.48 What did you like best? 00:03:06.89,00:03:08.60 Pajamas. 00:03:33.65,00:03:35.48 She definitely knew what she liked. 00:03:36.49,00:03:39.56 -Pajamas?[br]-Flannel, with feet. 00:03:39.97,00:03:41.19 Pajamas. 00:03:42.05,00:03:44.36 Excellent choice. What else? 00:03:45.05,00:03:47.40 In the elevator of[br]the Bradbury Building. . . 00:03:47.65,00:03:50.88 . . .a man touched a woman's[br]bare skin by accident. . . 00:03:51.45,00:03:54.32 . . .but it made her turn[br]and look at him in such a way. . . . 00:03:55.85,00:03:57.33 And they. . .? 00:03:57.77,00:03:58.96 Yes. 00:04:00.25,00:04:01.68 It was a good day. 00:04:02.25,00:04:04.36 Do you ever wonder[br]what that would be like? 00:04:04.93,00:04:05.84 Touch? 00:04:06.81,00:04:07.76 No. 00:04:08.65,00:04:09.76 Yes, you do. 00:04:12.21,00:04:13.92 Occasionally. Yes. 00:04:15.45,00:04:16.88 Touch. 00:04:34.41,00:04:37.16 I'm not asking for it every night.[br]Just twice a week. 00:04:37.41,00:04:40.00 Blue eyes.[br]He's never going to leave her. 00:04:40.25,00:04:43.84 20 minutes. 20 minutes. Everything[br]in this damn city is 20 minutes. 00:04:44.09,00:04:45.60 It's never 20 minutes. 00:05:06.57,00:05:10.12 My ass on a stool all day.[br]She always gets the good chair. 00:05:11.77,00:05:15.76 Six pounds, four ounces.[br]My daughter has a daughter. 00:05:28.13,00:05:30.16 $20,000 at 21 percent. 00:05:30.41,00:05:33.24 Pay it off with another card[br]at 14 percent. 00:05:33.61,00:05:34.60 Ah, shit! 00:05:34.85,00:05:39.08 Federal 595 heavy, slow immediately[br]to match preceding aircraft. Over. 00:05:39.33,00:05:41.20 Jesus, wake up! Wake up! 00:05:55.73,00:05:58.24 The little girl asked me[br]if she could be an angel. 00:05:59.25,00:06:00.73 They all want wings. 00:06:01.13,00:06:02.80 I never know what to say. 00:06:03.33,00:06:04.60 Tell them the truth. 00:06:05.37,00:06:06.80 Angels aren't human. 00:06:07.33,00:06:08.81 We were never human. 00:06:09.53,00:06:12.96 What if I just make her[br]a little pair of wings out of paper? 00:06:13.29,00:06:14.80 Tell her the truth. 00:06:15.33,00:06:16.73 I told her. 00:06:18.93,00:06:20.15 How did she take it? 00:06:21.17,00:06:25.13 She said, "What good would wings be[br]if you couldn't feel wind on your face?" 00:06:50.09,00:06:53.24 On the 101 through[br]downtown L.A., no delays.... 00:06:54.61,00:06:56.16 Shit! Jesus! 00:08:02.45,00:08:03.52 What do we got? 00:08:03.89,00:08:07.93 50-year-old had a huge anterior wall MI[br]this morning. Collapsed while jogging. 00:08:08.61,00:08:11.17 Paramedics resuscitated him,[br]but his EKG's pretty ugly. 00:08:11.57,00:08:12.84 He's hypertensive. 00:08:13.05,00:08:14.32 This diagonal looks tight. 00:08:15.29,00:08:16.51 Who cathed him? 00:08:17.13,00:08:18.35 Rosenberg. 00:08:19.73,00:08:21.84 -Be right in.[br]-The patient wants to meet you. 00:08:33.61,00:08:35.72 He's pretty out of it. 00:08:38.25,00:08:39.57 The doctor's here. 00:09:02.45,00:09:04.36 We're just going to cool to 32 today. 00:09:06.25,00:09:07.08 Sucker. 00:09:10.41,00:09:11.40 Jimi. 00:09:27.01,00:09:27.84 Vein. 00:09:41.97,00:09:43.64 Kid started walking. 00:09:44.45,00:09:46.48 Three unassisted steps. 00:09:47.05,00:09:49.51 -Get it on video?[br]-I wasn't even there. 00:09:50.65,00:09:53.04 You failed as a father already.[br]How does that feel? 00:09:57.09,00:09:57.96 Retrograde on. 00:10:02.17,00:10:04.12 Come down to half flow,[br]give me a little volume. 00:10:04.45,00:10:06.00 Down to half flow,[br]here's your volume. 00:10:06.25,00:10:07.60 -Ready to come off?[br]-Ready. 00:10:07.93,00:10:08.76 Let's come off. 00:10:09.13,00:10:10.35 We're coming down. 00:10:10.61,00:10:13.64 We're clamped and off bypass. 00:10:36.89,00:10:37.84 Oh, shit. 00:10:39.37,00:10:40.48 What are you missing? 00:10:40.73,00:10:41.52 Sponge. 00:10:42.93,00:10:43.92 Bummer. 00:10:49.81,00:10:50.88 Got it! 00:10:56.73,00:10:58.08 Thank you, everybody. 00:10:58.45,00:11:00.16 Presbyterian's on line 2. 00:11:00.53,00:11:01.85 His rhythm will be irritable. 00:11:05.49,00:11:08.80 -She's getting good, huh?[br]-Yeah, she's getting that attitude too. 00:11:09.13,00:11:10.72 Getting an attitude? 00:11:13.05,00:11:14.37 Shit! V-tac! 00:11:14.73,00:11:16.00 Christ! Paddles! 00:11:16.41,00:11:18.16 Kill the music. Get her back. 00:11:18.41,00:11:20.40 -Charge to 2.[br]-Charging 200. 00:11:21.89,00:11:22.76 Dr. Rice. 00:11:29.41,00:11:30.28 Clear! 00:11:31.25,00:11:32.84 -No pressure.[br]-You give him lidocaine? 00:11:33.01,00:11:33.80 1 00's gone in. 00:11:34.01,00:11:35.33 Buzz him again at 300. 00:11:37.57,00:11:39.16 -Still nothing.[br]-Start compression. 00:11:39.33,00:11:40.24 Kill the alarm! 00:11:44.97,00:11:46.48 Hold up. It's not working. 00:11:46.69,00:11:49.04 Got to open him.[br]How long to go back on? 00:11:49.37,00:11:50.69 It'll take me 1 0 minutes. 00:11:51.05,00:11:52.48 Come on! Nothing. 00:11:52.81,00:11:53.68 Knife. 00:12:01.81,00:12:03.84 Internal paddles. Charge to 20. 00:12:04.57,00:12:05.40 Ready. 00:12:05.93,00:12:06.80 Hit it. 00:12:09.05,00:12:10.32 Go to 30. 00:12:11.17,00:12:12.00 Hit it. 00:12:12.37,00:12:13.52 No response. 00:12:14.25,00:12:15.88 Tom, I got to get back on bypass here. 00:12:16.17,00:12:17.80 Almost there.[br]Give me 7 more minutes. 00:12:18.13,00:12:18.96 Come on. 00:12:21.81,00:12:22.92 Don't do this. 00:12:24.89,00:12:25.72 He's going. 00:12:26.41,00:12:27.40 He's not going anywhere. 00:12:37.29,00:12:39.04 Come on, don't do this! 00:12:41.65,00:12:42.92 Damn it, come on! 00:12:44.97,00:12:46.00 Tom! 00:12:47.69,00:12:49.12 Come on! 00:13:11.17,00:13:12.44 Mrs. Balford? 00:13:13.65,00:13:14.84 Where's the doctor? 00:13:16.37,00:13:18.40 -I'm the doctor.[br]-I'm sorry. 00:13:20.37,00:13:21.59 I operated on your husband. 00:13:22.21,00:13:23.43 How is he? 00:13:25.89,00:13:26.88 He didn't survive. 00:13:30.29,00:13:31.12 What? 00:13:33.57,00:13:36.00 We were able to restore[br]blood flow to the heart. . . 00:13:36.37,00:13:39.36 . . .but he developed a lethal arrhythmia[br]and we couldn't resuscitate him. 00:13:39.73,00:13:43.20 Wait. I'm sorry, I don't understand.[br]A what? 00:13:46.73,00:13:47.72 I'm sorry. 00:13:53.89,00:13:55.44 Excuse me. I'm sorry. 00:13:56.01,00:13:57.64 What did you say? 00:14:00.49,00:14:01.68 What? 00:14:03.01,00:14:04.20 Oh, my God! 00:14:32.81,00:14:35.40 On the table, on my table. I'm sorry. 00:14:35.69,00:14:37.12 I'm sorry. 00:14:39.65,00:14:41.76 I'm sorry. What happened?[br]What happened? 00:14:42.01,00:14:44.04 A graft occlusion? What? 00:14:46.09,00:14:48.52 It was textbook. It was textbook. 00:14:54.93,00:14:56.36 I'm so sorry. 00:14:59.05,00:15:00.72 The room got so big.[br]I was so small. 00:15:00.97,00:15:02.92 How did I get so small? 00:15:03.81,00:15:04.96 I should've gone back on. 00:15:05.33,00:15:07.56 I should've massaged longer. 00:15:07.85,00:15:10.80 I should've gone back on.[br]Massaged longer. I lost it. 00:15:13.13,00:15:14.61 I lost it. 00:15:32.61,00:15:34.60 Have you ever been seen, Cassiel? 00:15:36.01,00:15:36.88 You're looking at me. 00:15:37.53,00:15:41.52 No, not by me, and not[br]by the dying or the delirious. 00:15:42.25,00:15:43.84 Have you ever been seen. . . 00:15:44.81,00:15:46.44 . . .Iike you were a man? 00:15:47.57,00:15:51.72 In a diner once, a blind woman[br]turned to me all of a sudden. . . 00:15:52.05,00:15:53.84 . . .and asked me to pass her the mustard. 00:15:54.89,00:15:57.96 -But she was blind.[br]-But she knew I was there. 00:15:58.93,00:16:01.92 That doctor in the operating room. . . 00:16:03.69,00:16:05.48 . . .she looked right at me. 00:16:05.89,00:16:08.32 She didn't see you, Seth.[br]She can't see you. 00:16:08.61,00:16:10.92 No one can see you[br]unless you want them to. 00:16:11.65,00:16:13.05 And if I want her to? 00:16:14.41,00:16:15.52 Why do you want her to? 00:16:17.41,00:16:18.63 To help her. 00:16:19.53,00:16:20.48 Open it! 00:16:20.77,00:16:22.09 Open it now! 00:16:22.69,00:16:23.88 Everybody down! 00:16:25.97,00:16:27.60 Do it! Do it! 00:16:27.89,00:16:29.60 Shit! Just give him the money. 00:16:29.93,00:16:32.36 Did I leave the lights on?[br]I left the lights on. 00:16:32.69,00:16:34.44 I should have gone to Ralphs. 00:16:35.09,00:16:37.36 -Do it![br]-Relax. I'm doing it, okay? 00:16:38.73,00:16:40.40 I never saw the Grand Canyon. 00:16:40.69,00:16:42.17 I'll never see my grandkids again. 00:16:43.97,00:16:45.32 What am I doing? 00:16:46.25,00:16:47.88 Just be cool. Be cool. 00:16:52.57,00:16:53.40 Be cool, man. 00:16:54.09,00:16:55.20 Be cool. 00:17:00.13,00:17:01.35 Holy shit! 00:17:03.69,00:17:05.17 They don't need to see us. 00:17:23.73,00:17:25.16 You're early. 00:17:56.93,00:17:58.00 What's going on? 00:17:58.33,00:17:59.96 Ferris was looking for you. 00:18:11.81,00:18:13.24 Don't I have a mitral valve to do? 00:18:13.45,00:18:15.00 They canceled it. 00:18:15.77,00:18:16.56 Who canceled it? 00:18:16.73,00:18:17.60 Sheffield. 00:18:18.05,00:18:19.24 Why are you telling me? 00:18:19.57,00:18:20.40 He was busy. 00:18:20.61,00:18:21.88 He was chickenshit. 00:18:22.17,00:18:23.96 -Maggie, you're sick.[br]-I'm not sick. 00:18:24.25,00:18:25.73 You're sick.[br]You can't operate. 00:18:26.01,00:18:28.52 They've rescheduled for Monday.[br]An elective valve, no big deal. 00:18:28.81,00:18:31.96 It is unprofessional, and it[br]embarrasses me in front of my staff. 00:18:36.33,00:18:38.04 I saw the chart on Balford. 00:18:39.49,00:18:41.24 I'm on the committee.[br]It's on review. 00:18:41.93,00:18:43.80 -It wasn't your fault.[br]-I know. 00:18:44.05,00:18:45.37 Then what's the problem? 00:18:49.45,00:18:50.67 I don't know. 00:18:51.93,00:18:53.76 You put up a terrific fight. 00:18:56.81,00:18:58.60 We fight for people's lives, right? 00:19:01.33,00:19:03.72 Don't you ever wonder who[br]it is we're fighting with? 00:19:08.09,00:19:09.64 So I'm crazy and chemically imbalanced. 00:19:09.89,00:19:11.40 You're tired. 00:19:12.53,00:19:13.96 You have moments. 00:19:15.85,00:19:16.88 Why didn't you call me? 00:19:19.57,00:19:21.48 Because I never sleep[br]when you stay over. 00:19:21.73,00:19:23.60 You never sleep whether[br]I stay over or not. 00:19:25.77,00:19:26.88 You're good. 00:19:27.21,00:19:28.40 You know it. 00:19:28.85,00:19:30.88 Come back Monday[br]and get back on the horse. 00:19:32.57,00:19:33.40 Doctor? 00:19:39.69,00:19:40.72 I'll see you. 00:20:04.37,00:20:07.72 "As I walk along the stony shore[br]of the pond in my shirtsleeves.... " 00:20:08.01,00:20:10.52 "...Amazon basin in the north,[br]once an island sea.... " 00:20:10.81,00:20:13.32 "The highest truth on the[br]subject remains unsaid... 00:20:13.61,00:20:15.36 ...probably cannot be said. 00:20:15.61,00:20:19.57 For all that we say is the far-off[br]remembering of the intuition... " 00:20:20.01,00:20:23.44 "...she begins to pull away from[br]the awareness she had once.... " 00:20:28.53,00:20:29.93 "Commencing search. "[br]Searching my soul. 00:20:30.25,00:20:32.97 What happened to the cards?[br]You could touch the cards. 00:20:33.33,00:20:35.36 She's been looking[br]at me for half an hour. 00:20:35.65,00:20:36.97 Maybe if ljust hang here.... 00:20:37.33,00:20:41.11 "This is a delicious evening,[br]when the whole body's one sense.... " 00:20:41.49,00:20:44.88 What if I screamed?[br]What if ljust screamed right now? 00:20:46.61,00:20:49.00 "When a woman decides to sleep[br]with a man.... " 00:20:50.81,00:20:53.45 "You knew there would always[br]be a spring... 00:20:53.73,00:20:57.96 ...as you knew the river[br]would flo w again after it was frozen. 00:20:58.33,00:21:01.80 When the cold rains kept on[br]and killed the spring... 00:21:02.17,00:21:06.48 ...it was as though a young person[br]had died for no reason. " 00:21:41.05,00:21:43.77 All right, they have rescheduled[br]the operation for Monday. 00:21:44.05,00:21:45.12 What happened yesterday? 00:21:45.49,00:21:47.00 They had a golf tournament. 00:21:47.29,00:21:48.69 Who knows with these people? 00:21:48.97,00:21:50.08 Good morning, Mr. Messinger. 00:21:50.45,00:21:52.84 The "G" is soft, like "messenger. " 00:21:55.33,00:21:56.40 What's on your lip? 00:21:56.81,00:21:59.04 What? Am I slobbering here? 00:22:04.01,00:22:06.47 -Where did you get that?[br]-What am l, a prisoner? 00:22:06.77,00:22:09.44 You want to get well, or[br]you want Ben & Jerry's? 00:22:09.81,00:22:11.16 This operation is a big deal. 00:22:11.89,00:22:13.24 Continue to eat like this. . . 00:22:14.17,00:22:16.36 . . .and you might as well skip it.[br]Save the 30 grand. 00:22:16.61,00:22:20.52 If you'd have performed the operation[br]yesterday like you were supposed to. . . 00:22:20.85,00:22:24.08 . . .I'd be sucking carrots through[br]a straw in my arm. What happened? 00:22:24.81,00:22:27.16 Circumstances were not optimal[br]for the procedure. 00:22:27.53,00:22:31.57 I ain't "the procedure. " My name is[br]Nathan Messinger and I'm right here. 00:23:52.89,00:23:55.24 Hello, hello, hello. . . . 00:23:57.85,00:24:00.52 Floating, floating. Don't pop it.[br]Don't pop it! 00:24:03.01,00:24:05.92 Do you know the Muffin Man,[br]the Muffin Man, the Muffin Man? 00:24:49.81,00:24:50.60 Hi, Anne. 00:24:50.85,00:24:52.25 What are you doing here? 00:24:52.89,00:24:54.44 I was on my way up to x-ray. . . 00:24:54.73,00:24:56.80 . . .and I thought I'd stop in and just. . . 00:24:57.93,00:24:58.88 . . .hide. 00:24:59.81,00:25:00.84 From what? 00:25:02.97,00:25:04.45 I should've gone into pediatrics. 00:25:04.81,00:25:05.68 Oh, no. 00:25:06.05,00:25:08.56 Every guy you meet[br]is either married or a gyno. 00:25:08.81,00:25:11.60 Never date a man who knows more[br]about your vagina than you do. 00:25:14.49,00:25:16.24 Poor little guy. 00:25:20.45,00:25:22.20 He never stops crying. 00:25:22.45,00:25:24.56 -What's wrong with him?[br]-No insurance. 00:25:26.21,00:25:29.00 Found him in a dumpster[br]behind the House of Pies. 00:25:29.45,00:25:31.16 We worked him up the wazoo[br]for everything. . . 00:25:31.41,00:25:34.24 . . .from drug exposure to diabetes.[br]We got nothing. 00:25:35.41,00:25:36.48 May l? 00:25:48.97,00:25:50.19 Did you do an ultrasound? 00:25:50.45,00:25:52.20 -You hear a murmur?[br]-Worth a shot. 00:25:53.37,00:25:55.12 Okay, baby. 00:25:58.21,00:26:00.85 So what are you hiding from? 00:26:02.81,00:26:04.52 My patient's wife. 00:26:05.49,00:26:08.36 She wants me to tell her that her[br]husband is going to be okay. . . 00:26:08.69,00:26:11.20 . . .and that I have every confidence. . . 00:26:12.01,00:26:13.12 . . .and I don't. 00:26:13.49,00:26:16.32 And after all this time,[br]and after all this work. . . 00:26:16.57,00:26:18.88 . . .I suddenly have this feeling that. . . 00:26:20.33,00:26:22.76 . . .none of this is in my hands.[br]Nothing. 00:26:24.01,00:26:25.28 And if it isn't. . . 00:26:25.53,00:26:27.08 . . .what do I do with that? 00:27:23.97,00:27:25.19 Excuse me. 00:27:32.85,00:27:34.25 Are you a visitor? 00:27:35.89,00:27:36.84 Yes. 00:27:37.97,00:27:40.53 Visiting hours have been[br]over since 8:00. 00:27:41.25,00:27:42.92 Why do they have that? 00:27:43.45,00:27:44.28 What? 00:27:44.49,00:27:45.60 Hours. 00:27:46.73,00:27:49.12 Doesn't it help the patient[br]to be visited? 00:27:51.45,00:27:53.28 Who are you visiting?[br]Mr. Messinger? 00:27:53.53,00:27:54.68 Right now? 00:27:58.77,00:27:59.68 You. 00:28:03.77,00:28:05.09 I don't need a visitor. 00:28:05.33,00:28:06.44 You're not ill? 00:28:06.69,00:28:07.60 No. 00:28:09.53,00:28:11.48 I'm one of the doctors here. 00:28:14.17,00:28:15.65 Are you in despair? 00:28:20.09,00:28:21.84 I lost a patient. 00:28:22.61,00:28:24.44 You did everything you could? 00:28:25.81,00:28:28.37 I was holding his heart[br]in my hand when he died. 00:28:29.53,00:28:31.08 Then he wasn't alone. 00:28:31.49,00:28:32.64 Yes, he was. 00:28:32.93,00:28:33.96 People die. 00:28:34.21,00:28:35.24 Not on my table. 00:28:35.49,00:28:37.88 People die when their bodies give out. 00:28:38.17,00:28:41.52 It's my job to keep their bodies from[br]giving out. Or what am I doing here? 00:28:41.77,00:28:43.56 It wasn't your fault, Maggie. 00:28:43.85,00:28:45.28 I wanted him to live. 00:28:45.53,00:28:46.88 He is living. 00:28:47.45,00:28:49.36 Just not the way you think. 00:28:57.13,00:28:58.68 I don't believe in that. 00:28:58.93,00:29:01.92 Some things are true[br]whether you believe in them or not. 00:29:03.57,00:29:05.08 How did you know my name? 00:29:09.21,00:29:10.43 What's yours? 00:29:12.37,00:29:13.52 Seth. 00:29:21.65,00:29:23.36 You better get out of here, Seth. . . 00:29:23.61,00:29:26.20 . . .or security's going to think[br]you're a psych patient. 00:30:35.61,00:30:37.72 -Where are we?[br]-Down a liter. 00:30:39.33,00:30:40.08 Suction. 00:30:41.01,00:30:45.92 I am stuck on Band-Aid brand[br]'Cause Band-Aid's stuck on me 00:30:51.61,00:30:55.96 No dying now, Mr. Messinger. Not until[br]you give me Seth 's phone number. 00:30:57.33,00:31:01.88 I am stuck on Band-Aid brand[br]'Cause Band-Aid's stuck on me 00:31:28.49,00:31:30.08 Those eyes. 00:31:30.77,00:31:32.68 The way he looked... 00:31:33.17,00:31:35.16 ...right down into me. 00:31:37.13,00:31:38.40 Seth. 00:31:39.81,00:31:42.04 What kind of name is Seth? 00:33:38.81,00:33:40.21 I thought you'd be here. 00:33:41.49,00:33:42.56 Salty. 00:33:43.01,00:33:45.40 My transplant tanked at 2 a.m. 00:33:46.89,00:33:48.08 You okay? 00:33:54.77,00:33:56.56 You might want to return this. 00:34:00.53,00:34:04.12 That part about the spring?[br]"You knew there'd always be a spring. " 00:34:04.89,00:34:06.56 How did you know that. . .? 00:34:06.85,00:34:08.88 What? I didn't give you this book. 00:34:12.89,00:34:13.80 You didn't? 00:34:14.33,00:34:15.48 Where'd you get it? 00:34:26.97,00:34:30.08 Hi. I'm a physician, and I think[br]a patient left that in my office. 00:34:30.33,00:34:33.20 -Can you tell me who checked it out?[br]-I can't tell you who. 00:34:33.45,00:34:35.32 I can tell you when. 00:34:36.81,00:34:38.36 All right, give me 5 minutes. 00:35:08.97,00:35:10.37 Hello, Maggie. 00:35:12.69,00:35:14.40 It's nice to see you again. 00:35:14.81,00:35:16.44 It's weird to see you again. 00:35:17.13,00:35:18.45 Weird is nice. 00:35:22.17,00:35:23.24 You like Hemingway? 00:35:24.89,00:35:26.44 Yeah, I'm starting to. 00:35:32.09,00:35:32.96 May l? 00:35:35.61,00:35:38.56 "As I ate the oysters with their[br]strong taste of the sea. . . 00:35:38.93,00:35:40.96 . . .and their faint metallic taste. . . 00:35:41.49,00:35:43.72 . . .as I drank their cold liquid[br]from each shell. . . 00:35:43.97,00:35:46.72 . . .and washed it down[br]with the crisp taste of the wine. . . 00:35:47.05,00:35:48.80 . . .I lost the empty feeling. . . 00:35:49.17,00:35:51.04 . . .and began to be happy. " 00:35:51.85,00:35:54.24 He never forgets to describe[br]how things taste. 00:35:55.69,00:35:56.96 I like that. 00:35:59.53,00:36:01.40 Do you come here a lot? 00:36:02.05,00:36:03.27 I live here. 00:36:04.77,00:36:06.20 What do you do? 00:36:06.49,00:36:07.40 Read. 00:36:07.65,00:36:09.84 No, I mean, your work. 00:36:11.13,00:36:12.45 I'm a messenger. 00:36:14.53,00:36:16.52 What kind of messenger?[br]A bike messenger? 00:36:16.97,00:36:19.28 No, I'm a messenger of God. 00:36:21.33,00:36:22.48 Got a message for me? 00:36:23.53,00:36:24.96 I already gave it to you. 00:36:25.21,00:36:29.09 Did you use my pager? I usually don't[br]get my messages unless you beep me. 00:36:30.17,00:36:33.32 You've definitely been beeped. 00:36:35.49,00:36:37.52 -How is Messinger?[br]-He's good. 00:36:37.85,00:36:39.56 The operation went really well. 00:36:40.09,00:36:42.16 -It was a good day.[br]-It was. 00:36:42.41,00:36:44.64 Yeah, I didn't kill anybody today. 00:36:45.21,00:36:47.85 -You're an excellent doctor.[br]-How do you know? 00:36:48.73,00:36:49.80 I have a feeling. 00:36:50.17,00:36:52.24 That's pretty flimsy evidence. 00:36:53.13,00:36:54.16 Close your eyes. 00:36:56.97,00:36:58.37 It's just for a moment. 00:37:17.77,00:37:19.20 What am I doing? 00:37:21.33,00:37:23.48 You're touching me. 00:37:24.45,00:37:25.80 Touch. 00:37:27.33,00:37:28.55 How do you know? 00:37:30.05,00:37:31.64 Because I feel it. 00:37:40.09,00:37:41.64 You should trust that. 00:37:42.37,00:37:44.08 You don't trust it enough. 00:37:56.25,00:37:58.36 -Let's go somewhere.[br]-Where? 00:37:58.89,00:37:59.80 I don't care. 00:38:00.97,00:38:02.19 What do you want to do? 00:38:02.97,00:38:04.45 Anything. 00:38:48.09,00:38:49.64 What's that like? 00:38:52.33,00:38:53.92 What's it taste like? 00:38:54.37,00:38:55.96 Describe it. Like Hemingway. 00:38:58.09,00:39:00.00 Well, it tastes like. . . 00:39:00.97,00:39:02.16 . . .a pear. 00:39:02.89,00:39:04.96 You don't know what a pear tastes like? 00:39:05.65,00:39:08.16 I don't know what a pear[br]tastes like to you. 00:39:14.17,00:39:15.49 Sweet. . . 00:39:15.85,00:39:17.12 . . .juicy. 00:39:18.65,00:39:21.40 Soft on your tongue.[br]Grainy. . . 00:39:21.77,00:39:24.52 . . .Iike sugary sand that[br]dissolves in your mouth. 00:39:28.17,00:39:29.39 How's that? 00:39:32.53,00:39:33.93 It's perfect. 00:39:50.65,00:39:55.00 The first time I looked in a microscope,[br]I knew I wanted to be a doctor. 00:39:58.25,00:40:00.08 Okay, let me have your hand. 00:40:00.69,00:40:01.80 What for? 00:40:02.09,00:40:03.76 We'll take a look at your blood. 00:40:04.77,00:40:06.44 Not a possibility. 00:40:09.69,00:40:10.80 Men. 00:40:11.05,00:40:13.28 I suppose you know a woman's[br]threshold of pain. . . 00:40:13.53,00:40:15.36 . . .is 9 times higher than a man's. 00:40:26.01,00:40:27.41 Take a look at that. 00:40:30.97,00:40:32.96 That's bright. 00:40:37.93,00:40:39.20 That's me. 00:40:40.17,00:40:41.36 All those cells. 00:40:42.73,00:40:44.40 That's all you are. 00:40:46.57,00:40:48.80 That and all the space in between. 00:40:50.01,00:40:52.00 If this is all you are. . . 00:40:52.25,00:40:53.92 . . .these cells. . . 00:40:54.81,00:40:56.96 . . .then when they die, that's the end. 00:40:58.21,00:40:59.92 I don't know. I think so. 00:41:01.85,00:41:03.52 How do you explain it? 00:41:03.77,00:41:04.72 What? 00:41:06.37,00:41:08.44 The enduring myth of Heaven. 00:41:13.33,00:41:15.60 I used to think that I had it[br]all figured out. 00:41:15.85,00:41:16.92 But you didn't? 00:41:17.33,00:41:18.36 No. 00:41:23.57,00:41:27.35 Because something happened[br]in my O.R. and I got. . . 00:41:27.85,00:41:31.20 . . .this jolt. I got this feeling[br]that there's something. . . 00:41:31.65,00:41:35.04 . . .bigger out there. Something bigger[br]than me, bigger than you, and it. . . . 00:41:36.61,00:41:38.24 Does that sound crazy? 00:41:38.97,00:41:40.00 No. 00:41:41.33,00:41:43.92 I couldn't fix him.[br]I did everything right. . . 00:41:44.17,00:41:45.84 . . .and I couldn't fix him. 00:41:46.97,00:41:48.68 That's not supposed to happen. 00:41:51.33,00:41:52.68 And l. . . . 00:41:53.21,00:41:54.53 You cried. 00:41:57.65,00:41:58.68 Yeah. 00:42:00.73,00:42:03.68 -Why do people cry?[br]-What do you mean? 00:42:04.37,00:42:06.76 I mean, what happens physically? 00:42:10.41,00:42:13.84 Tear ducts operate on a normal basis[br]to lubricate and protect the eye. 00:42:14.09,00:42:17.24 When you have an emotion,[br]they overact and create tears. 00:42:17.49,00:42:19.40 Why? Why do they overact? 00:42:22.09,00:42:23.41 I don't know. 00:42:26.05,00:42:27.96 Maybe emotion becomes so intense. . . 00:42:28.21,00:42:30.00 . . .your body just can't contain it. 00:42:30.25,00:42:33.76 Your mind and your feelings[br]become too powerful. 00:42:34.01,00:42:35.68 Your body weeps. 00:42:41.65,00:42:42.68 I have to go. 00:42:42.97,00:42:44.88 I got to go. Stay right here. 00:42:45.41,00:42:46.63 Don't go anywhere. 00:42:47.13,00:42:48.56 Stay right there. 00:43:08.77,00:43:10.17 -Get the tube out.[br]-He can't breathe. 00:43:10.45,00:43:12.20 It's because the tube is blocked. 00:43:23.85,00:43:25.20 How you feeling? 00:43:25.53,00:43:27.32 Ready to hit the waves. 00:43:27.57,00:43:30.08 I'm afraid your bodysurfing[br]days are over. 00:43:32.57,00:43:36.45 You got a mean tattoo going there.[br]What does your wife think of that? 00:43:37.61,00:43:39.36 That is my wife. 00:43:48.09,00:43:50.24 Check his vitals every 1 5. 00:44:06.73,00:44:08.44 I can't see you,[br]but I know you're there. 00:44:16.01,00:44:18.04 Go back and tell them[br]that I'm not going. 00:44:19.65,00:44:21.05 Not yet. 00:44:48.85,00:44:50.20 Where have you been? 00:44:50.77,00:44:53.12 Oh, shit. I totally forgot dinner. 00:44:53.45,00:44:54.67 Dinner? 00:44:55.13,00:44:56.24 With who? 00:45:00.01,00:45:02.76 A guy I met. I bumped into him[br]and we got something to eat. 00:45:03.01,00:45:04.52 Did you pack my backpack? 00:45:05.37,00:45:06.64 What else? 00:45:07.89,00:45:09.08 We talked. . . 00:45:09.33,00:45:11.40 . . .and then I got beeped[br]and he disappeared. 00:45:11.65,00:45:12.87 Why did you pack my backpack? 00:45:13.37,00:45:15.00 Earl, what are you doing? 00:45:15.25,00:45:17.81 I thought we'd fly up to Tahoe,[br]use your uncle's cabin. . . 00:45:18.09,00:45:19.31 . . .maybe do a little hiking. 00:45:20.89,00:45:21.84 What? 00:45:24.65,00:45:26.44 God. Is it. . .? 00:45:26.77,00:45:27.92 Maggie, it's just a tick. 00:45:28.41,00:45:31.16 -Get a match.[br]-We're not going to burn him, Jordan. 00:45:31.41,00:45:33.24 It'll have to back out.[br]Can't leave the head in. 00:45:33.49,00:45:36.48 -We can't just be burning tick heads.[br]-Then get some alcohol. 00:45:36.73,00:45:37.56 I don't have any. 00:45:37.81,00:45:39.96 -You don't have any alcohol?[br]-I don't operate here. 00:45:40.21,00:45:41.64 How about some olive oil? 00:45:44.29,00:45:45.80 Which kind? Jalapeño or rosemary? 00:45:46.65,00:45:48.00 Rosemary. 00:45:49.21,00:45:52.72 So what did you and your friend--[br]What did you say his name was? 00:45:54.41,00:45:55.36 Seth. 00:45:55.61,00:45:57.40 What did you two talk about? 00:45:59.05,00:46:00.20 Dying. 00:46:02.57,00:46:06.08 Come on, we deal with life and death[br]every day. Why can't we talk about it? 00:46:06.41,00:46:09.24 I hope you won't become a[br]surgeon who prays in the O.R. 00:46:17.57,00:46:18.84 Can we talk for a minute? 00:46:19.09,00:46:20.36 We'll talk while camping. 00:46:20.61,00:46:22.88 Jordan, I can't go camping now. 00:46:23.13,00:46:24.76 We need some time together. 00:46:25.81,00:46:28.40 All right, let's see if we can[br]just spend 5 minutes. 00:46:28.65,00:46:31.72 Let's see if we can just stand[br]still together for 5 minutes. 00:46:32.57,00:46:33.44 Doing what? 00:46:33.89,00:46:35.60 Just being here. 00:46:36.97,00:46:38.60 I'll get the trail map. 00:46:39.13,00:46:40.16 No, I mean it. 00:46:40.65,00:46:41.87 Nothing but us. 00:46:45.21,00:46:46.43 What do I do? 00:46:47.85,00:46:49.17 Just look at me. 00:47:00.81,00:47:01.84 You can't do it. 00:47:03.73,00:47:05.32 You can't do it. 00:47:05.57,00:47:08.08 -You flinched. You lose![br]-You cheat. 00:47:21.97,00:47:24.96 That old black magic called... 00:47:25.21,00:47:26.88 ...love. 00:47:27.45,00:47:29.00 Thank you very much. 00:47:29.25,00:47:32.76 Welcome back. We've been talking[br]to mothers who are members of the KKK. 00:47:34.97,00:47:36.56 You want to watch anything? 00:47:40.13,00:47:41.45 Me neither. 00:47:49.57,00:47:51.40 How do you know when I'm here? 00:47:56.89,00:47:58.11 I know. 00:48:00.25,00:48:01.76 Jeez, you look good. 00:48:02.89,00:48:06.12 I forgot how good everybody looked. 00:48:08.65,00:48:10.64 30 years of silence. 00:48:10.89,00:48:14.48 You got guts, kid, showing yourself[br]like that. I appreciate that. I do. 00:48:14.73,00:48:16.00 It'll make it easier. 00:48:17.37,00:48:19.56 I got to tell you, I feel fine. 00:48:19.81,00:48:21.32 You might want to check your orders. . . 00:48:21.57,00:48:23.52 . . .because I sure don't feel[br]like I'm dying. 00:48:23.77,00:48:24.92 You're not dying. 00:48:25.17,00:48:28.52 Right. Then how come you're[br]hanging around my room all the time? 00:48:28.77,00:48:30.96 I'm the only one with his ass[br]hanging out of his dress. 00:48:32.41,00:48:33.84 Unless. . . . 00:48:37.21,00:48:38.80 Could it be. . . 00:48:39.85,00:48:41.00 . . .the doctor? 00:48:42.57,00:48:43.89 Sure. 00:48:44.13,00:48:45.61 The doctor. 00:48:46.37,00:48:48.08 She's pretty. 00:48:48.33,00:48:49.84 A little flat-chested. . . 00:48:50.09,00:48:51.76 . . .but all you need's a handful. 00:48:52.05,00:48:54.04 -Who are you?[br]-This is good. 00:48:54.49,00:48:56.52 This is what they call. . . 00:48:56.77,00:48:58.84 . . . "serendipitous. " 00:48:59.09,00:49:02.32 Look that up in the dictionary,[br]you'll see a picture of you and me. 00:49:02.61,00:49:03.76 Thank you. 00:49:10.49,00:49:12.16 You ready to deal? 00:49:12.65,00:49:15.32 Because I can answer all[br]your questions, friend. 00:49:24.89,00:49:25.92 How's the French toast? 00:49:26.65,00:49:27.56 Fabulous. 00:49:27.81,00:49:28.88 Set me up. 00:49:37.13,00:49:39.04 Guess I should introduce myself. 00:49:39.77,00:49:41.20 Come on, give me your hand. 00:49:42.93,00:49:45.12 Put it in mine. There you go. 00:49:45.41,00:49:47.32 A little tighter. Tighter.[br]There you go. 00:49:47.57,00:49:48.92 No, that's too much. 00:49:49.25,00:49:51.32 There you go. Good grip. 00:49:52.37,00:49:53.72 Nathaniel Messinger. 00:49:53.97,00:49:55.68 Glutton, hedonist. . . 00:49:55.93,00:50:00.08 . . .former celestial body,[br]recent addition to the human race. 00:50:03.81,00:50:05.40 I don't believe you. 00:50:05.65,00:50:06.87 You want proof? 00:50:07.37,00:50:09.12 You hang out at a library. 00:50:09.37,00:50:10.96 You can speak every language. 00:50:11.29,00:50:13.16 You travel with the speed of thought. . . 00:50:13.41,00:50:15.24 ...and you're reading[br]my mind right now. 00:50:15.73,00:50:16.60 Stop that. 00:50:16.97,00:50:18.04 You're doing it. 00:50:19.73,00:50:20.80 It's impossible. 00:50:21.17,00:50:24.16 "Some things are true[br]whether you believe them or not. " 00:50:26.61,00:50:27.72 How? 00:50:28.41,00:50:29.63 -You choose.[br]-Choose? 00:50:29.89,00:50:31.44 To fall to Earth. 00:50:31.69,00:50:34.52 You take the plunge,[br]the tumble, the dive. 00:50:34.77,00:50:36.72 You jump off a bridge.[br]Leap out a window. 00:50:36.97,00:50:39.69 You just make up your mind[br]to do it and you do it. 00:50:42.77,00:50:45.72 You wake up all smelly,[br]and aching from head to toe. . . 00:50:45.97,00:50:47.64 . . .and hungrier than you've[br]ever been. . . 00:50:47.89,00:50:51.28 . . .only you have no idea what hunger is[br]or any of that stuff. . . 00:50:51.53,00:50:55.36 . . .so it's all real confusing[br]and painful, but very, very good. 00:50:57.97,00:50:59.24 Human. 00:51:01.09,00:51:02.20 Listen, kid: 00:51:03.61,00:51:06.56 He gave these bozos[br]the greatest gift in the universe. 00:51:06.81,00:51:08.84 You think He didn't give it to us too? 00:51:09.17,00:51:10.00 Which gift? 00:51:10.69,00:51:12.24 Free will, brother. 00:51:13.41,00:51:14.89 Free will. 00:51:41.37,00:51:42.88 Couldn't get a job. 00:51:43.41,00:51:45.20 No past, no training. 00:51:45.45,00:51:46.88 No l.D. 00:51:47.41,00:51:50.88 Then one day, I was walking[br]past a building site. 00:51:51.13,00:51:52.48 A skyscraper. 00:51:52.73,00:51:55.24 And I thought, "l could do that. " 00:51:55.49,00:51:57.32 You see, these people down here. . . 00:51:57.57,00:52:00.48 . . .a lot of them are afraid of heights,[br]you know what I'm saying? 00:52:00.73,00:52:03.80 That makes me uniquely qualified. 00:52:04.37,00:52:07.96 And besides, it feels like[br]a little bit of home up here. 00:52:08.21,00:52:09.43 And I like what I do. 00:52:09.73,00:52:10.80 I'm good at it. 00:52:13.33,00:52:15.44 These things'll kill you. 00:52:17.17,00:52:18.39 Are there others? 00:52:19.13,00:52:20.64 Others like you? 00:52:21.01,00:52:22.44 Yeah, they're out there. 00:52:22.89,00:52:26.64 You see them, but most of the time[br]you just walk on by. 00:52:27.05,00:52:30.60 Nobody likes to think of the old life.[br]You know, what they gave up. 00:52:31.25,00:52:32.76 Then why'd you do it? 00:52:41.85,00:52:43.40 My daughter, Ruth. . . 00:52:43.65,00:52:45.40 . . .her stupid husband, Frank. . . 00:52:46.01,00:52:47.41 . . .and my grandkids. 00:52:47.65,00:52:49.96 Petie's 4, Hannah's 6. 00:52:53.25,00:52:55.71 And this is my wife, Teresa. 00:52:58.93,00:53:00.20 Did you. . . 00:53:01.13,00:53:02.68 . . .tell her who you were? 00:53:03.69,00:53:06.15 I started to try once or twice. 00:53:06.57,00:53:08.40 Then I thought, "Why do that to her?" 00:53:08.65,00:53:09.87 Do what? 00:53:10.45,00:53:12.16 It's too much for them. 00:53:13.41,00:53:15.68 People don't believe in us anymore. 00:53:24.85,00:53:27.00 Do they still gather together[br]at sunrise? 00:53:27.57,00:53:29.36 And sunset, yes. 00:53:30.65,00:53:32.08 Take me there? 00:53:43.05,00:53:44.60 Can you hear it? 00:53:55.01,00:53:56.00 No. 00:54:14.21,00:54:15.72 I can't hear that! 00:54:15.97,00:54:18.24 But you can't feel this! 00:54:18.73,00:54:20.00 Nathan! 00:54:26.89,00:54:28.11 You have to go back. 00:54:28.37,00:54:30.40 Not until I catch the big wave. 00:54:34.57,00:54:35.68 Wait. 00:54:36.33,00:54:37.40 Wait. 00:54:37.65,00:54:39.05 Wait for what? 00:54:40.17,00:54:41.24 Swim! 00:55:15.57,00:55:17.48 And then you just. . . 00:55:17.93,00:55:19.00 . . .fall. 00:55:19.57,00:55:21.05 -Fall?[br]-Dive. 00:55:22.05,00:55:24.00 You make up your mind to do it. . . 00:55:24.97,00:55:26.40 . . .and you do it. 00:55:26.89,00:55:29.08 And when you wake up, you're. . .? 00:55:29.73,00:55:31.05 Yes. 00:55:33.25,00:55:35.04 To smell the air. 00:55:35.57,00:55:36.92 Taste water. 00:55:37.17,00:55:38.20 Read a newspaper. 00:55:38.45,00:55:39.16 To lie. 00:55:39.45,00:55:40.85 Through your teeth. 00:55:41.49,00:55:42.40 To feed the dog. 00:55:45.25,00:55:46.52 Touch her hair. 00:55:48.97,00:55:50.45 What are you waiting for? 00:55:55.81,00:55:58.24 There is so much beauty up here. 00:56:00.01,00:56:01.23 Yes. 00:56:25.33,00:56:26.48 Here you are again. 00:56:28.01,00:56:29.76 We'll release your friend[br]Messinger tomorrow. 00:56:30.05,00:56:31.16 That's good. 00:56:31.41,00:56:34.64 His family's having a kind[br]of a welcome-home party. 00:56:37.65,00:56:39.05 Will you be going? 00:56:39.57,00:56:40.97 Will you be going? 00:56:43.69,00:56:44.60 This is Earl. 00:56:44.89,00:56:46.11 He told me. 00:56:47.21,00:56:48.36 What else does he tell you? 00:56:48.61,00:56:52.39 He worries that you never sleep.[br]And he loves to see you smile. 00:56:53.13,00:56:56.04 Sometimes I think Earl's the[br]only one who understands me. 00:56:56.29,00:56:57.32 What about your boyfriend? 00:56:57.89,00:56:59.16 Do you love him? 00:57:02.05,00:57:03.32 Love? I don't know. 00:57:03.57,00:57:04.84 What does that mean? 00:57:05.73,00:57:07.72 I was hoping you could tell me. 00:57:08.65,00:57:10.68 It's a word. . . 00:57:10.93,00:57:13.49 . . .that describes a chemical react-- 00:57:15.01,00:57:17.57 It's just crap. I'm full of crap. 00:57:19.41,00:57:22.64 I wait all day, just hoping[br]for one more minute with you. . . 00:57:22.89,00:57:24.37 . . .and I don't even know you. 00:57:24.97,00:57:26.56 What do you want to know? 00:57:28.49,00:57:30.16 Why you wear the same[br]clothes all the time. 00:57:30.41,00:57:32.56 Why won't you give me[br]your phone number? 00:57:33.61,00:57:34.72 Are you married? 00:57:35.41,00:57:36.40 No. 00:57:37.25,00:57:38.20 Are you homeless? 00:57:39.73,00:57:40.76 No. 00:57:41.85,00:57:42.96 Are you a drummer? 00:57:47.69,00:57:49.60 Why don't you ever touch me? 00:57:53.41,00:57:55.04 I don't want to hurt you. 00:57:57.45,00:57:58.88 You won't hurt me. 00:58:22.89,00:58:24.21 Did you feel that? 00:58:37.13,00:58:39.36 If I could make you understand. . . . 00:58:42.45,00:58:43.88 I understand. 00:58:48.49,00:58:50.04 I'll see you around. 00:59:52.33,00:59:53.48 Hey, Doc! 00:59:56.17,00:59:58.76 No, give me the whole package.[br]Come here. 00:59:59.65,01:00:01.08 -Hi.[br]-Thanks for coming. 01:00:01.33,01:00:02.60 You look great. 01:00:04.37,01:00:05.24 Is this heaven? 01:00:05.65,01:00:06.84 Look at this. 01:00:11.25,01:00:12.96 Come on, let's meet some people. 01:00:13.37,01:00:14.77 You got an appetite? 01:00:19.17,01:00:20.52 Have a beer, Seth. 01:00:21.33,01:00:22.28 Where you from? 01:00:23.65,01:00:24.40 Up. 01:00:24.65,01:00:26.72 North. Uh, Canada. 01:00:33.61,01:00:35.09 Listen. Can you hear? 01:00:36.01,01:00:37.41 I'm growing. 01:00:38.09,01:00:38.96 Smile, Hannah. 01:00:48.33,01:00:49.65 How long have you known Seth? 01:00:51.57,01:00:52.79 Not very long. 01:00:54.25,01:00:56.44 But I feel like I've known him forever. 01:00:57.49,01:00:59.40 Honey, that hurts. 01:01:01.45,01:01:03.08 You're just like Grandpa. 01:01:05.09,01:01:06.20 Come on. 01:01:06.85,01:01:08.12 Let's see if the cookies are done. 01:01:08.61,01:01:09.60 Come on, Seth. 01:01:09.85,01:01:11.96 -Can I help you?[br]-Yeah, great. 01:01:17.13,01:01:18.35 How did you two meet? 01:01:20.01,01:01:22.68 He works with me over at the site.[br]Construction work. 01:01:23.61,01:01:24.80 I thought he was a messenger. 01:01:25.93,01:01:27.88 Yeah, he's one of those. . . 01:01:28.13,01:01:29.04 . . . "hyphenates. " 01:01:29.93,01:01:31.20 I'll be right back. 01:02:09.33,01:02:10.84 Here, can you cut this up? 01:02:18.41,01:02:20.80 So in what province in Canada[br]were you born? 01:02:21.77,01:02:23.48 I wasn't born in Canada. 01:02:27.93,01:02:29.15 What are your parents' names? 01:02:37.37,01:02:38.64 No parents. 01:02:45.73,01:02:48.48 You have very delicate hands[br]for a construction worker. 01:02:48.81,01:02:50.16 I'm not a construction worker. 01:02:50.45,01:02:52.56 Very pale hands. Let me see. 01:02:56.37,01:02:58.64 -Why did you do that?[br]-Let me see your hand. 01:02:58.93,01:02:59.76 No. 01:03:01.81,01:03:02.76 What's your last name? 01:03:03.05,01:03:04.12 You know my last name. 01:03:04.41,01:03:05.52 I don't. 01:03:07.73,01:03:08.72 Plate. 01:03:09.53,01:03:10.52 Seth Plate? 01:03:17.01,01:03:18.49 I cut you. 01:03:20.37,01:03:21.69 I cut you. 01:03:23.85,01:03:27.63 I cut you with that knife.[br]I felt it go in. You felt it. 01:03:28.61,01:03:29.88 Not the way you do. 01:03:31.41,01:03:32.89 The way I do?[br]What does that mean? 01:03:33.17,01:03:36.60 You mean the way a doctor does?[br]The way a woman does? What? 01:03:36.89,01:03:38.16 The way. . . 01:03:39.41,01:03:40.32 . . .a human does. 01:03:42.77,01:03:44.12 I have no sense of touch. 01:03:45.49,01:03:46.24 You feel that? 01:03:46.77,01:03:48.17 Don't be frightened. 01:03:48.53,01:03:49.64 You freak! 01:03:49.93,01:03:51.00 You liar! 01:03:51.57,01:03:53.24 Who-- What are you? 01:03:53.65,01:03:55.08 I came to take Mr. Balford. . . 01:03:56.41,01:03:57.89 . . .and I saw you. 01:03:59.85,01:04:02.00 I couldn't take my eyes off you. 01:04:02.81,01:04:04.56 How you fought for him. 01:04:06.57,01:04:08.40 And you looked right at me. . . 01:04:09.01,01:04:10.64 . . .Iike I was a man. 01:04:11.21,01:04:13.96 -"To take Mr. Balford"?[br]-I was there. 01:04:14.25,01:04:18.00 -We're always there in every room.[br]-What are you talking about? 01:04:18.49,01:04:19.92 I was there in the stairwell. . . 01:04:20.81,01:04:22.76 . . .when you cried for your patient. 01:04:23.09,01:04:25.36 And I touched you. Remember? 01:04:27.41,01:04:28.89 Why are you doing this? 01:04:30.25,01:04:31.88 Because I'm in love with you. 01:04:39.61,01:04:41.09 I don't believe you. 01:04:42.01,01:04:43.36 Do you feel that? 01:04:46.13,01:04:47.53 You don't want to believe me. 01:04:48.17,01:04:50.04 I cannot conceive of it! 01:04:52.01,01:04:53.36 Just get out! 01:04:54.45,01:04:55.77 Get out! 01:05:43.93,01:05:44.92 Doctor? 01:05:47.85,01:05:48.88 Doctor? 01:06:33.93,01:06:35.00 Hello? 01:06:41.77,01:06:42.76 Seth? 01:06:46.33,01:06:47.52 Are you here? 01:07:42.09,01:07:43.80 I want to see you. 01:07:46.33,01:07:47.96 Let me see you. 01:08:16.45,01:08:17.85 Just stay. 01:08:20.65,01:08:22.76 Just stay until I fall asleep. 01:08:58.45,01:09:00.12 Oh, yes! 01:09:02.93,01:09:04.20 Thank you. 01:09:24.89,01:09:26.60 The baby can't sleep. 01:09:27.41,01:09:28.96 Has anyone ever seen the baby sleep? 01:09:29.33,01:09:31.52 I don't know. Let's check him out. 01:09:40.81,01:09:41.92 Choanal atresia. 01:09:42.17,01:09:44.40 There's hardly any air getting through. 01:09:45.13,01:09:46.00 How did you know? 01:09:48.01,01:09:49.36 I just. . . 01:09:51.09,01:09:52.04 . . .knew! 01:10:16.97,01:10:17.96 Maggie? 01:10:18.61,01:10:19.56 Yeah. 01:10:19.85,01:10:20.92 Are you alone? 01:10:21.77,01:10:22.72 Yeah. 01:10:26.65,01:10:28.92 Pretty intuitive call on the baby. 01:10:29.33,01:10:30.48 Think so? 01:10:31.89,01:10:32.96 I couldn't have done it better. 01:10:34.37,01:10:35.80 Well, that's a compliment. 01:10:50.25,01:10:51.73 What are you doing? 01:10:52.05,01:10:53.45 I'm spending time with you. 01:10:56.21,01:10:57.56 Will you marry me? 01:10:58.57,01:11:00.36 We can finally get up to Tahoe. 01:11:00.69,01:11:02.09 Get married on the Nevada side. . . 01:11:02.41,01:11:04.36 . . .honeymoon and be back[br]before we miss a case. 01:11:06.53,01:11:08.92 What do you want me to do?[br]Get down on my knees? 01:11:09.57,01:11:10.76 What do you want me to say? 01:11:11.73,01:11:13.32 We belong together. 01:11:13.89,01:11:15.48 We're the same species. 01:11:21.81,01:11:25.12 I'm not very good at matters[br]of the heart. I mean. . . 01:11:25.73,01:11:27.40 . . .the proverbial heart. 01:11:30.57,01:11:32.00 Please be my wife. 01:11:36.37,01:11:37.48 Just think about it. 01:11:52.57,01:11:53.68 Breathe in. 01:11:57.49,01:11:58.52 Breathe in. 01:12:11.53,01:12:12.56 I'm good. 01:12:20.17,01:12:24.64 I don't understand a God who would let[br]us meet, if we could never be together. 01:12:28.13,01:12:29.12 He didn't tell you. 01:12:33.21,01:12:34.12 Tell me what? 01:12:34.77,01:12:35.99 Maybe you should ask him. 01:12:36.73,01:12:38.36 No, I'm asking you. 01:12:49.41,01:12:51.08 Seth knows no fear. . . 01:12:51.41,01:12:52.60 . . .no pain. . . 01:12:52.89,01:12:54.37 . . .no hunger. 01:12:55.49,01:12:57.76 He hears music in the sunrise. 01:13:00.01,01:13:01.72 But he'd give it all up. 01:13:02.01,01:13:03.44 He loves you that much. 01:13:06.09,01:13:07.72 I don't understand. 01:13:10.69,01:13:12.12 He can fall. 01:13:12.77,01:13:15.33 He can give up his existence[br]as he knows it. 01:13:15.61,01:13:18.52 He can give up eternity and become. . . 01:13:18.81,01:13:19.92 . . .one of us. 01:13:20.73,01:13:22.00 It's up to you. 01:13:23.89,01:13:25.40 How do you know this? 01:13:31.09,01:13:32.60 Because I did it. 01:14:08.61,01:14:10.44 Seth, I need to talk to you. 01:14:14.73,01:14:16.56 Seth, please. 01:14:19.53,01:14:20.52 Please be here. 01:14:22.81,01:14:24.64 God, help me through this. 01:14:35.57,01:14:37.12 You are so beautiful. 01:14:39.77,01:14:41.44 You'll always be that way. 01:14:44.85,01:14:46.64 Jordan asked me to go away with him. . . 01:14:46.93,01:14:48.25 . . .and get married. 01:14:51.01,01:14:52.36 He knows me. 01:14:53.69,01:14:55.60 He knows the demands of my work. 01:14:56.17,01:14:57.84 You don't love him. 01:14:59.01,01:15:00.52 He and I are the same. 01:15:03.05,01:15:04.40 And I want that. 01:15:08.01,01:15:11.68 And I want somebody who can[br]feel my hand when I touch him. 01:15:13.37,01:15:14.92 But you can feel me. 01:15:15.21,01:15:16.80 You felt me. 01:15:18.49,01:15:20.12 I want to say goodbye. 01:15:22.33,01:15:24.00 I don't want to see you again. 01:19:15.65,01:19:16.97 Hey, buddy. 01:19:17.93,01:19:19.33 You can't be in here. 01:19:20.17,01:19:21.12 Do you see me? 01:19:22.97,01:19:24.45 Do you see me? 01:19:24.89,01:19:26.21 Can you see me? 01:19:26.53,01:19:27.60 We can see you. 01:19:29.49,01:19:30.84 Is this blood? 01:19:31.13,01:19:31.96 This is blood! 01:19:32.37,01:19:33.48 Is it red? 01:19:34.01,01:19:34.88 Red? 01:19:35.33,01:19:36.48 Is it red? 01:19:37.85,01:19:39.25 Color. 01:19:39.57,01:19:41.52 What color were the drugs you took? 01:19:42.81,01:19:44.08 Better get your butt out of here. 01:19:44.97,01:19:46.04 You got somewhere to go? 01:19:49.85,01:19:51.00 Maggie. 01:20:02.73,01:20:05.45 Down and down and down I go 01:20:05.73,01:20:07.84 Round and round and round I go 01:20:08.57,01:20:10.12 Round and spin 01:20:10.41,01:20:12.44 Loving the spin I'm in 01:20:12.77,01:20:15.16 Loving that old black magic... 01:20:15.45,01:20:17.32 ...called love 01:20:18.77,01:20:20.56 Love! 01:20:21.85,01:20:22.96 Hi! 01:20:32.53,01:20:35.72 I was wondering if you could tell me[br]how to get to the county hospital? 01:21:18.05,01:21:19.16 Can I help you, sir? 01:21:19.41,01:21:22.08 I'll just take a moment[br]to catch my breath. 01:21:23.09,01:21:23.88 Breath! 01:21:27.25,01:21:28.24 Maggie Rice. 01:21:29.93,01:21:31.04 Are you a patient? 01:21:31.45,01:21:32.96 No. I just need to find her, please. 01:21:33.37,01:21:35.60 You'll have to call her office.[br]Someone there can help you. 01:21:36.25,01:21:37.40 Do you know where she is? 01:21:38.17,01:21:40.00 No, sir, I do not know where she is. 01:21:43.25,01:21:44.80 You have this computer. . . 01:21:46.13,01:21:48.08 . . .and all this technology.[br]Can't you look her up? 01:21:51.81,01:21:52.96 Where's Maggie? 01:21:58.13,01:21:59.72 So you're a friend of Maggie's? 01:22:01.81,01:22:03.00 What happened to you? 01:22:03.33,01:22:04.24 Sorry. 01:22:04.69,01:22:05.76 It's okay. 01:22:08.77,01:22:09.92 I fell. 01:22:10.41,01:22:12.97 Evidently. Off a train? 01:22:13.89,01:22:15.40 I fell in love. 01:22:22.49,01:22:24.00 Please help me find her. 01:22:29.01,01:22:32.20 She went to Lake Tahoe. Her uncle[br]has a cabin on the Nevada side. 01:22:32.53,01:22:33.48 Wait! 01:23:03.81,01:23:04.96 Cassiel. 01:23:05.89,01:23:07.04 Are you there? 01:23:15.69,01:23:16.56 Hello. 01:24:09.53,01:24:10.72 Where you headed? 01:24:12.37,01:24:13.20 Tahoe! 01:24:14.57,01:24:15.72 Reno! 01:24:16.05,01:24:17.08 Tahoe! 01:24:17.73,01:24:19.00 I'm going to Reno. 01:24:19.37,01:24:20.72 I'm going to Tahoe. 01:24:21.25,01:24:23.56 Hop in. We'll figure it out[br]when we get there. 01:26:35.21,01:26:36.69 Am I too late? 01:26:38.37,01:26:39.32 Too late? 01:26:40.21,01:26:41.28 Jordan? 01:26:45.53,01:26:47.20 I couldn't marry Jordan. 01:26:50.41,01:26:52.00 I'm in love with you. 01:26:59.85,01:27:01.12 What happened? 01:27:04.45,01:27:05.77 Free will. 01:27:20.33,01:27:21.76 I feel you. 01:28:37.61,01:28:39.01 Do you feel that? 01:28:39.37,01:28:40.40 Yes. 01:28:42.33,01:28:43.55 And that? 01:28:47.49,01:28:50.16 How's it feel?[br]Tell me what it feels like. 01:28:51.17,01:28:52.44 I can't. 01:28:54.41,01:28:55.32 Try. 01:28:57.13,01:28:58.24 Warm. 01:29:03.49,01:29:04.71 Aching. 01:29:22.13,01:29:23.32 It's okay. 01:29:26.05,01:29:27.16 We fit together. 01:29:27.53,01:29:28.48 I know. 01:29:29.25,01:29:31.20 We were made to fit together. 01:29:51.89,01:29:54.76 I always asked the dying what[br]they liked best about living. 01:29:57.37,01:29:59.04 Wrote it down in my book. 01:30:01.49,01:30:02.60 This is it. 01:30:04.17,01:30:05.80 This is what I like best. 01:30:06.77,01:30:08.80 You haven't even started yet. 01:30:09.57,01:30:11.88 We have our whole lives together. 01:30:12.21,01:30:13.36 You and me. 01:30:13.61,01:30:15.48 Mr. and Mrs. Plate. 01:35:38.25,01:35:40.12 -I'll get help.[br]-You're here. 01:35:40.81,01:35:42.24 -Stay.[br]-I should get help. 01:35:42.49,01:35:44.44 Don't go. The driver went. 01:35:44.69,01:35:45.91 Please stay. 01:35:46.25,01:35:48.04 Please stay with me. 01:35:48.81,01:35:50.21 I'm scared. 01:35:54.73,01:35:56.16 I screwed up. 01:35:57.53,01:35:59.32 I wanted to show you everything. 01:35:59.77,01:36:00.92 You will. 01:36:04.45,01:36:07.04 You came all this way. 01:36:08.37,01:36:09.80 I'm sorry. 01:36:10.85,01:36:12.72 God, no, Maggie! 01:36:13.77,01:36:15.04 To touch you. . . 01:36:15.29,01:36:16.44 . . .and to feel you. 01:36:17.33,01:36:20.20 To be able to hold your hand right now. 01:36:20.61,01:36:21.72 You know what that means? 01:36:21.97,01:36:24.53 Do you know how much I love you? 01:36:28.89,01:36:30.88 Keep looking at me, okay? 01:36:32.45,01:36:34.12 Look right in my eyes. 01:36:36.01,01:36:37.64 Someone's out there. 01:36:39.57,01:36:42.84 Don't look at them.[br]Please don't you look at them! 01:36:43.09,01:36:44.57 Is this what happens? 01:36:51.41,01:36:52.36 Yes. 01:36:58.61,01:37:00.24 This is what happens. 01:37:04.53,01:37:06.24 I'm not afraid. 01:37:10.17,01:37:11.76 When they ask me. . . 01:37:13.77,01:37:15.09 . . .what I liked the best. . . 01:37:17.33,01:37:18.44 . . .I'll tell them. . . 01:37:18.77,01:37:20.17 . . .it was you. 01:37:49.09,01:37:50.12 God! 01:39:48.65,01:39:51.04 I can't see you,[br]but I know you're there. 01:39:53.49,01:39:54.60 I'm sorry. 01:39:58.25,01:39:59.40 Get out. 01:40:01.93,01:40:04.39 Was it you? Were you the one?[br]Were you there? 01:40:04.97,01:40:05.84 No. 01:40:07.05,01:40:08.20 Why did He do this? 01:40:08.49,01:40:09.44 I don't know. 01:40:09.69,01:40:10.80 Because her number was up? 01:40:11.97,01:40:13.52 What do you want me to say? 01:40:20.97,01:40:24.00 -Am I being punished?[br]-You know better than that. 01:40:25.61,01:40:27.16 That's life. 01:40:28.89,01:40:30.00 You're living now. 01:40:31.85,01:40:32.80 And one day. . . 01:40:33.45,01:40:34.72 . . .you'll be dying. 01:40:41.25,01:40:42.24 What's it like? 01:40:43.53,01:40:44.40 What? 01:40:45.49,01:40:46.44 Warmth. 01:40:48.65,01:40:49.97 It's wonderful. 01:40:52.01,01:40:54.08 If you'd known this[br]was going to happen. . . 01:40:55.73,01:40:56.95 . . .would you have done it? 01:41:02.85,01:41:04.72 I would rather have had. . . 01:41:06.41,01:41:08.20 . . .one breath of her hair. . . 01:41:11.81,01:41:13.52 . . .one kiss of her mouth. . . 01:41:16.49,01:41:18.44 . . .one touch of her hand. . . 01:41:20.57,01:41:22.64 . . .than an eternity without it. 01:41:25.61,01:41:26.60 One. 01:49:33.37,01:49:34.36 Subtitled by:[br]GELULA & CO., INC.